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Whats the longest time you have ever been in Bath and Body Works?
Enough to blow waaaaay too much money on overpriced but delicious smelling soap.

Look to the left of you screen, what doest the ad say?
Pizza ad. I WANT PIZZA, YEAH.

Do you know any one who lives in California?
Hmmmm, tough one.

What is usually the first thing you think of when you wake up?
Usually how weird my dreams were. Last night I dreampt about a giant squidmonster living in the earth's core, and something with a parallel universe and superheroes and AP test results. This is my life.

Why did you get your myspace?
Don't gots one. I was "too cool for it" in middle school when everyone else got one, and I just never really felt the need.

If you look outside can you see a field?
I see a courtyard of garages and cement. Rather depressing. I don't even have a damn backyard!

If catterpillers could be domesticated would you have one?
Only if they can be genetically enginered to grow big enough to ride 'em.

What is your favorite color of flower?
I like red roses ( narcissistic much?) and any blueish-purpleish flower

Do you love anyone who is blonde?
No, but I tend to have crushes on blonde haired boys more than any other variety...

Do you love anyone that is over 100 miles away?
Family, I guess. Sort of a contractual obligation, really.

How bored do you have to be before you take a survey?
11:44 PM bored.

Last person to leave you a comment?
Dunno.

Do you have this survey up in another window or in another tab?
What?

Do you like anybody at the moment?
Um, yes.

If you had 3 wishes what would they be?
Neverending supply of jellybeans, pet octopus, more wishes

Have you ever had a reoccurring nightmare that wouldn't go away?
Not really, except for those stupid falling ones.

Are you a friendly/approachable person?
Hell if I know.

If given the choice what genre of movie would you like to star in?
Sonething where I'm not cast as the ANGRYLOUDPERSON for once. And I want a death scene. And a musical number.
I'll do anything, really.

Have you ever ended up in a hospital bed?
Yeah, we all end up there sooner or later.

Do you have any pets?
Cuddles The Destroyer. My vacuum-bot.
Condo board doesn't like pets of flesh, so I adopted our roomba. :/

Who out of your friends has the next birthday coming up?
Dunno. People usually tell me these things.

Have you ever changed your cell phone number?
No.

What are you watching/listening to right now?
He's in love with rock'n'roll woaahh
He's in love with gettin' stoned woaahh
He's in love with janie jones
But he don't like his boring job, no...

(I'm in love with The Clash woaahh)


What's your favorite breakfast food?
Crappy frozen buttermilk eggo waffles with butter and no goddamn syrup. Syrup is disgusting. I like bisciuts too. And everything on the menu at Ihop. EVERYTHING.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~New one~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


1. Where did you take your profile pic?
Science Center

2. What exactly are you wearing right now?
Grey pants, black tuxedo vest, awesome vintage London-Monopoly shirt

3. What is your current problem?
Boredom

4. What makes you happy most?
Fun times

5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
Clash City Rockers
<3 <3 <3

6. Any celeb you would marry?
Johnny Depp, plzkthx.

7. Name someone with the same birthday as you:
Claudia!
The only other person I've met who's had the same b-day as me. :]

8. Ever sang in front of a large audience?
Yeah, in front of like 600 people throughg a megaphone at Twilight Camp yesterday after a week of yelling, so my voice was totally shot. And John Yeiser was there, so I was totally nervous! John Yeiser assembelies in elementary school were the shit!
So, uhh, yeah. Rather frequently, actually.

9. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
No, but people always used ot say that I look like "someone they know". Don't get that as much now. Don't know if that's good or bad.

10. Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows?
Umm, sometimes. If there's nothing else on. >_>

11. Do you speak any languages?
Enger-lish. And sign language, but I'm hardly fluent.

12. Has anyone you've been really close passed away?
Yes

13. Do you ever watch MTV?
Only when I'm on it!

...or for trashy reality shows occasionally....

14. What's something that really annoys you?
Stupidity

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Chapter 1
1. Middle name: Alexandria. After the Library at Alexandria. Ya' know...from history? Seriously.
2. Nickname(s): Does Rosie count?
3. Current location: Tustin
4. Eye color: Hazelish
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Chapter 2
1. Do you get along with your parent(s)?: Mostly
2.Are your parents married/separated/divorced? Married, thank god.

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Chapter 3: Favorites
1. Ice Cream: Yes please.
2. Season: I like everything, except for school
3. Shampoo/condtioner: Anything that smells nice
4. Favorite Thing: Life


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Chapter 4: Do You..
1. Dance in the shower? That seems dangerous..
2. Do you write on your hand? If I feel so inclined.
3. Call people back? Not too good with that, to be honest.
4. Believe in God? Yeah
5. Any bad habits? I'm lame sometimes
6. Any mental health issues? I'm really awkward about stuff alot. Next question!

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Chapter 5: Have You..
1. Sprained stuff? Yeah
2. Had physical therapy? Nope
3. Gotten stitches? Yep. Glass vase fell off a refrigerator and landed on me. First and last time I had a babysitter. I've got a cool scar on my elbow now.
4. taken painkillers? Tylenol count?
5. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling? Yeah. February in hawaii.
6. Thrown up at the dentist? Oh god, what? Nooo.
7. Sworn in front of your parents? Yes, but for a good reason. Twas about a certain douchebag history teacher.....
8. Had detention? NO! I am awesome.

Chaper 6: Who/What was the last
1. Movie(s)? Wolverine Origins or whatever today. Was good. I love the dollar movies!
2. Three people you texted? Don't know, don't care enough to look.
3. Person you called? See above
4. Person you hugged? Whatever.
5. Person you tackled? ALright.
6. Person you talked to on IM? people
7. Thing you touched? besides the keyboard? Some duck tape, probably.
8. Thing you ate? Ice cream. Ben & Jerry's <3
9. Thing you drank? Knott's Berry Punch.
10. Thing you said: Don't really care
11. Person you kissed: Whatever
12. Place you went: Mainplace

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~'Nother One~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

-Honestly, who are most of the texts in your phone from?
People

-Honestly, what is the color shirt you're wearing right now?
White, with the streets of london laid out like a monopoly board. Why yes, it is quite awesome.

-Honestly, what's on your mind?
The repetitave use of the word Honestly. I feel like this survey is pissed at me. Like, honestly?? Godddddd.

-Honestly, what makes you happy?
Not hating things

-Honestly, what are you doing right now?
Listing to Gwen Stefani, and getting really angry right back at this sarcastic bitch of a survey.

-Honestly, have you ever made anyone cry?
Yeah. D:

-If you could go back 3 months and change something would you?
Don't really remember. Stressed less over AP, I guess. And I would have done some more homework, I guess.

-Do you know what you want in life?
Yes. Like any of that will ever happen, though.

-Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?
Yeah, I guess.

-Are you listening to music right now?
Just finished a Gwen Stefani song (stop laughing at me), now it's Jack Off Jill

-Do you think anyone is thinking of you?
Hope so. Doubt it.

-Do you like surprises?
Yeah, as long as they don't suck.

-Last time you laughed and who made you laugh?
Yes.

-Do you think you will make a good wife/husband?
Probably not. I'm insane when it comes to relationships. True fact.

-Do you believe that every thing happens for a reason?
Yeah, but I only tell myself that when something goes wrong.

-Who did you last get pissed off at?
I'm pissed off right now and I don't know why. SORRY FOR BEING DEBBIE DOWNER HERE!!!

-Do you feel like an idiot every time you step into Hot Topic?
Yeah. The employees always leer at me like I'm some delicious customermeats, because the girl with the green hair is TOTALLY GON' BUT THEIR SHIT.
Honestly, I can't stand that place. H&M FTW.

-Have you ever met someone who is incredible?
Yes.

-Have you ever thought you liked someone, & then found out that you really didn't?
Yeah. That is the definition of a crush, yes?

-Who was the last person you gave up on?
I hate giving up on people, but why even bother if they've changed so much since you met them.

-Have you ever fainted?
No

-Looking back, did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
LOL. See the question before the last.

-Ever kissed under water?
That seem uncomfortable and awkward.

-Have you ever felt like you were "falling apart"?
Yeah

-Have you ever felt like nothing would ever get better?
For a short while, but I know it wasn't true.

-Can people see what you're feeling by your eyes?
Whaaa??

-Do you believe in true love?
Yeah.

-Have you ever had alcohol poisoning?
Hahahaha no.

-Do you ever say you are fine when you really aren't?
Frequently. I hate people worrying about me.

-Are you excited about anything?
Doing stuff.

-Could you go an entire month without talking to your bestfriend?
Doubt it.

-Do you have a nickname that only your family calls you?
No

-Do you actually laugh when you type lol?
No.

-Did you have a Valentine this year?
I got dumped on Valentines Day, actually. :)

-Are looks a big deal to you when your looking for that someone?
Kind of. About equal to BRAINPOWERS! though. And good taste.

-Do you listen to music loud or soft?
Loudloudloud. I'm learning sign language for a reason. Hahahahaha.

-What do you hear?
White Riot - The Clash
If I could, I would marry their first album. I most certainly would.

-Do you drink soda?
I try not to, but I'm a sucker for really cheap vennding machines.....:(

-Honestly, have you ever trespassed?
Running around the golf course dodging sprinklers in the wee hours of the morning is quite fun, yes.

-Ever snuck out?
See above? Hahaha

-Do you sleep with pillow?
I love how this is worded.

-Do you like glitter?
I have a guitar with an amazing pink glitter finish, and I kinda want another one. Glitter. Yes.

-Ever been caught skipping school?
Nope. Anytime I skip, I've got a good reason that my teachers don't really mind. Like bettering the community through volunteer work/making zombies.

-Do you get advice from your mom?
For the most part it's really dumb common-sense stuff. So I don't ask very often. :/

-Do you like brownies?
I love brownies.

-Do you use good grammar?
GOOD GRAMMAR IS ESSENTIAL TO A HAPPY LIFE.

-How's your vision?
It's doin' good.

-Do either of your parents have tattoos?
Um, yeah. My mom has quite a few but she freaks out if I write my homework assignments on my hand. :/

-Ever taken a family portrait?
No. We don't roll like that, thank gaud.

-Do you get along with your family?
Mostly, except when I don't.

-Do you hold your breath when you pass by graveyards?
No. That's stupid.

-Are you a bad influence?
Yes. I corrupt small children with my evil Girl-Scouting ways.

-Are you afraid of needles?
No

-What was your favorite birthday gift?
This year? Influenza.

Or the disneyland passes and concert tickets...

-Favorite restaurant?
My whole long list of good sushi bars.

-What are you doing this summer?
Sleeping

-Are you in a relationship right now?
No

-Who do you look up to?
If I told you, you would laugh at me.

-Love anyone?
I love life.
Except when it sucks.

-Is there someone on your mind?
Yes.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~One more. I'm bored tonight.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Instructions: Fill out these questions and make a new note called ‘ABC About You.’ Then tag 15 people. If you got tagged by me, YOU HAVE TO take this survey and repost it! Don’t forget to tag me because I want to know more about you!

ABC About You Questions

A - AVAILABLE: Depends who's asking. ;)

B - BIRTHDAY: March 7th

C - CRUSHING ON: Wouldn't you like to know?

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Water

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Depends on the subject matter

F - FAVORITE SONG: Changes frequently, right now Train In Vain.

H - HOMETOWN: Ronkonkoma, NY

I - IN LOVE WITH: Is it sad that I love my telecaster more than most human beings right now? Hope not.

J - JUGGLE: No? THere's this awesome asian dude in my sign language class who can juggle like awesome though!

K - KILLED SOMEONE: BIG EFFING SPIDER ON MY WALL.

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: Don't really care.

M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: I prefer smoothies.

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: Zee-row. My parents are smart like that.

O - ONE WISH: More wishes.

P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Don't care.

R- REASON TO SMILE: Scored tickets to the third-to-last NIN show EVAR!

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Fear of Dying - Jack Off Jill. This is like my theme song, right there.

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: Hell if I know.

U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: BLUE WITH LITTLE PENGUINS PLAYING THE GUITAR. MOST AMAZING PAIR OF UNDERWEAR EVERRRR, YEAH? NOW YOU KNOW.

V - VEGETABLE(S): Some shit or something.

W - WORST HABIT: Too many

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: Last was when I sprained my ankle in 7th grade. I faked it up after it healed for a whiiiile so I didn't have to do PE.

Y - YOYOS ARE: exciting.

Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Fishies

Random Questions About You:

Spell your name without vowels:
Rs lxndr Myr
Exciting. And Y isn't a damn vowel.

Your favorite number:
1, 3, 7, and any combination of the three.

What color do you wear most?:
Black because it matches with everything.

Least favorite color?:
I hate wearing yellow.

What are you listening to?:
White Man (In Hammersmit Palais) - The Clash. Again. Shut up.

Are you happy with your life right now?:
Not really.

What is your favorite class in school?:
Depends on what we're doing. I'm loving my sign language class at the moment because it requires very little effort.
Looking foward to AP art history next year. :DDD

Who is your best friend:
I am my own best friend.

When do you start back at school/college?:
Whenever

Are you outgoing?:
Depends on who I'm with/what I'm doing

Favorite pair of shoes?:
Black and red flats/star-pattern fake vans/red docs/vintage magenta pro-keds/oxford heels/awesome crazy blue vintage flats.......

Can you dance?:
I like choreography, but not bumpin' and grindin', ya' know?

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?:
Yes. I'm magical like that.

Can you whistle?:
Yeah

Write with both hands?:
Yes, but it's not very legible either way.

Cross your eyes?:
Okay yeah.

Walk with your toes curled?:
That sounds painful, and I've never tried

THE DO'S
Do you believe there is life on other planets?:
It would be cool.

Do you believe in miracles?:
Still waiting for mine....

Do you believe in magic?:
No.

Love at first sight?:
No

Do you believe in Satan?:
Ehh. I believe in Hell, but not like the traditional biblical satan.

Do you believe in Santa?:
Hahahahaha.

Do you know how to swim?:
Yeah.

Do you like roller coasters?:
Yesh! Can't wait to start working at Knott's this halloween. That = free admission!

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?:
Like bugs and stuff? Noooooo. D:

THE HAVES
Have you ever been on a plane?:
Yes. I hate them.

Have you ever asked someone out?:
No. I'm too much of a stubburn chicken.

Have you ever been asked out by someone?
Yeah. :/

Have you ever been to the ocean?:
Hahaha, yeah.

Have you ever painted your nails?:
Yes. Frequently.

THE WHATS
What is the temperature outside?:
Whatever.

What radio station do you listen to?:
98.7, jack fm, klos, kroq

What was the last restaurant you ate at?:
I got a cheese pretzel at the mall today and it was awesome.

What was the last thing you bought?:
Aforementioned cheese pretzel

What was the last thing on TV you watched?:
Colbert Report

THE WHOS
Who was the last person you IM'd?:
Whoever

Who was the last person you took a picture of:
Me, natalie, amanda, and games station staff being wizards at twilight camp.

Who was the last person you said I love you to?:
Dunno

CRYING SECTION
Ever really cried your heart out?:
Yes

Ever cried yourself to sleep?
No. I can't sleep until I've calmed down.

Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?:
Don't like crying around other people. :/

Ever cried over the opposite sex?:
Sure. Why not.

Do you cry when you get an injury?:
Can't remember the last time I did.

Do certain songs make you cry?:
No, not really.

HAPPY SECTION
Are you a happy person?
Most of the time, I try to be.

I like how small the happy section is in comparison to the rest

LOOK AT ME
What is your current hair color?:
Brown with green-blue bits.

CURRENTLY WEARIN
What shirt are you wearing?:London monopoly one

Pants: Grey

Shirt: You just asked this, you damn idiot.

Shoes?: Was wearing black ankle boots.

Necklaces?:
Red plastic heart.

Underwear:
BLUE WITH FREAKING PENGUINS. AMAZING.

IN A BOY/GIRL

Favorite eye color:
Don't really care.

Short or long hair:
I like guys with longer hair, but only if they take care of it. *COUGHCOUGHCOUGH*

Height:
Taller, but not over 6 feet. I'm only 5'4 1/2!

HAVE YOU EVER:

Been to jail:
On a field trip. Hahahah

Mooned someone:
Yeah, sure totally. Hahahaha

Thought about suicide:
Yeah, but not seriously.

Laughed so hard you cried:
Like every week in theater class.

Cried in school:
Not for a looooooong time.

Thrown up in a store:
Don't think so

Wanted to be a model:
Too fat.

Seen a dead body:
Nope.

Been on drugs:
Perscription?

Gone skinny dipping:
No

THIS OR THAT

Pepsi or Coke:
Coke

McDonald's or Burger King:
Blech. Neither!

Single or Group Dates:
Single are waaaaaay less awkward.

Chocolate or Vanilla:
Chocolate

Strawberries or Blueberries:
Strawberries

Meat or Veggies:
MEAT BECAUSE I'M A DAMN CARNIVORE OMNOMNOMNOM.

TV or Movie:
Movie

Guitar or Drums:
Guitar

Adidas or Nike:
Converse

Chinese or Mexican:
Food? I like chipotle.

Cheerios or Corn Flakes:
Cooca puffs.

 
 
 
 
 
 

ATTN ALL: My faith in humanity has been restored. This is the most amazing thing ever.




[10:22:40 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: do u still hate zoe?
[10:23:12 PM] ☮Rosie says: I've been over this all for a whiiiiile. Why?
[10:23:34 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: lol
[10:23:41 PM] ☮Rosie says: ?
[10:24:08 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: im her bestfriend. just wonderin
[10:24:51 PM] ☮Rosie says: Ohhhh. Geez, why has everyone in the world heard of me? O_o
[10:25:28 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: im not everyone hun...
[10:26:01 PM] ☮Rosie says: K. whatever. Still, why does it even matter?
[10:26:14 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: cuz i thought u were very very bitchy
[10:26:42 PM] ☮Rosie says: I ask you again: why does it matter?
[10:27:08 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: fucking shit woman
[10:27:22 PM] ☮Rosie says: 'scuse me? O_O
[10:27:32 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: lol!
[10:27:35 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: u read me
[10:28:00 PM] ☮Rosie says: ....alrighty then.
[10:28:08 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: so...sup?
[10:28:57 PM] ☮Rosie says: I am at a loss here. Kind of weirded out. Honestly...
[10:29:16 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: why? fucking shit. im trying to make conversation
[10:29:35 PM] ☮Rosie says: Yeah, but that's what's weirding me out. Why me?
[10:29:53 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: cuz u hated my bestfriend, now i wanna talk
[10:31:30 PM] ☮Rosie says: God, does nobody get over anything? You know why I hated her? Because my douchebag ex dumped me for her. And I had every right to hate her for it becaus eshe was a total bitch to me. BUT she has since apologised, and I presumed we all moved on.
[10:31:45 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: so, ur friends?
[10:32:10 PM] ☮Rosie says: We're not like BFFLZ!!! or anything, but I don't despise her. Seriously, now?
[10:32:31 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: Seriously. so how old are u?
[10:33:06 PM] ☮Rosie says: Goddddd. I'm sixteen,
[10:33:19 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: godddd dramatic much?
[10:33:46 PM] ☮Rosie says: Godddddd, I can't believe I'm doing this. How old are you, like thirteen?
[10:33:53 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: lol 14
[10:33:56 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: wow 2 years!
[10:34:01 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: zoes 15...
[10:34:13 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: youre not miss mature aiight?
[10:34:31 PM] ☮Rosie says: Neither are you, sugar. :]
[10:34:44 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: i like when you talk dirty to me =)
[10:35:05 PM] ☮Rosie says: .....alright then. ANything else?
[10:35:14 PM] ☮Rosie says: This is acutally starting to become amusing...
[10:35:26 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: umm...zoe told me to tell you she likes your picture lol
[10:35:39 PM] ☮Rosie says: Tell her I say thank you. :]
[10:35:54 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: She says forsure
[10:35:56 PM] ☮Rosie says: kk.
[10:36:13 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: so...do you like party and shit
[10:36:40 PM] ☮Rosie says: Zoe and I have had this conversation in the past.....
[10:36:51 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: Im not zoe =)
[10:36:57 PM] ☮Rosie says: Obvie.
[10:37:05 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: u do? u dont?
[10:37:21 PM] ☮Rosie says: Does it matter?
[10:37:38 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: wow, attitude
[10:37:51 PM] ☮Rosie says: Wow judgemental.
[10:38:07 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: im guessing u dont.
[10:38:19 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: did u go to the jungle rave? zoe went
[10:38:47 PM] ☮Rosie says: I swear, this is the exact same conversation zoe and I had teh other week.
[10:39:03 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: woo
[10:39:22 PM] ☮Rosie says: And I love parties. Parties are great. But I dont' believe I go to the same kinds of parties as you. Haha
[10:39:50 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: birthday parties? lol wow...no we go to party parties
[10:40:09 PM] ☮Rosie says: Now that's not what I said, is it ? ;)
[10:40:36 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: No? I dont see why you cant just answer the question
[10:41:20 PM] ☮Rosie says: Look sweetie, I'm not a fucking raver or anything. Now why does everyone seem to think I am?
[10:41:34 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: Now thats not what i said, was it?
[10:42:53 PM] ☮Rosie says: Okay, I'll spell it out for you: I like parties, but I don't go to the ones you and your little pre-teen friends go to. I don't do drugs, or get fucked up or anything, but I do go to parties. Happy? :)
[10:43:28 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: Lol so, you think zoe does drugs? and im not a pre teen, ur 2 years older than me?
[10:44:13 PM] ☮Rosie says: Now did I say that? Whoops, my mistake. |-(
[10:44:41 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: So you think she does?
[10:44:49 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: lol she does...but did you think that?
[10:45:05 PM] ☮Rosie says: Well, I don't seem to have any reason to doubt it now, hahaha
[10:45:14 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: Lol guess not =)
[10:45:24 PM] ☮Rosie says: kk
[10:45:46 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: K so if you dont wanna have a conversation... say so?
[10:46:16 PM] ☮Rosie says: Did I say that? Don't think so. This is morbidly amusing. Please, do carry on.
[10:46:46 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: alright. so, lol hows life?
[10:47:37 PM] ☮Rosie says: Life just got momentarily more interesting. I mean, I was watching a pretty good movie, but this is creating an interesting diversion, to say the least.
[10:47:50 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: Glad to hear =)
[10:48:24 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: Um, do you have a bf lol?
[10:49:13 PM] ☮Rosie says: Mmm, nothing serious at the moment. Being single is acutally pretty fun. :)
[10:49:44 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: Yeah lol. Zoe seems to think that, so breaking it off with shawn =/ hes gotten way to spazzy
[10:50:11 PM] ☮Rosie says: Haha, I had a feeling. She's right, That boy was such a spaz!
[10:50:37 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: omg seriously, some of his texts
[10:50:49 PM] ☮Rosie says: ?
[10:51:10 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: he calls her his wife
[10:51:20 PM] ☮Rosie says: Oh godddd.
[10:51:23 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: and like...idk, zoe thinks its way too much
[10:51:34 PM] ☮Rosie says: Yeah. He was, like, REALLY clingy.
[10:51:50 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: she thinks its so fucking annoying
[10:52:25 PM] ☮Rosie says: I can see. He used to piss me off all the time. He was, like really insensitive
[10:52:40 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: and he always thinks shes cheating on him
[10:53:07 PM] ☮Rosie says: !!! He did that with me too. LAAAME. :(
[10:53:31 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: i feel so bad for her =/ its insane
[10:54:10 PM] ☮Rosie says: I do too. But I'm glad she's breaking it off. Smart girl.
[10:54:28 PM] ☮Rosie says: Oh, and don't think i'm gonna go back to him or anything, hahahaha
[10:54:37 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: lol i asked, she doesnt
[10:54:48 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: she told me to tell u if you are, don't .
[10:55:06 PM] ☮Rosie says: Good. I haven't even talked to him in months.
[10:55:12 PM] ☮Rosie says: It got too weird.
[10:55:17 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: im sorry
[10:55:22 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: you were pretty close?
[10:55:58 PM] ☮Rosie says: Yeah. WERE is the key word there, though. Hahaha
[10:56:40 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: Lol =D zoes like 'i wanna mess around' and she thinks u can do alot better
[10:57:29 PM] ☮Rosie says: THere are so many better guys out there. Besides, long relationships in high school are sort of a draggg. :/
[10:58:03 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: specially when this kid wants to marry her
[10:59:13 PM] ☮Rosie says: Yeah. He told me that too, AFTER we broke up. We were havign this whole arguement, and all the sudded he borke down and went off on how his life sucks and how much he loves me and shit and I'm all like O_o OKAAAYYY...
[10:59:20 PM] ☮Rosie says: *broke
[10:59:39 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: god. its pathetic. we're gonna meet new people, god.
[11:00:03 PM] ☮Rosie says: Yeah. There are so many NORMAL guys out there. Hahaha
[11:00:10 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: Lol exactly
[11:00:44 PM] ☮Rosie says: He was waaay too much of a drama queen too. lol
[11:01:01 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: i know! and hes all over her. in public and shit
[11:01:49 PM] ☮Rosie says: I've seen. It was disgusting. And then he'd try to tell me that he TOTALLY WASN'T if I called him out on it. So sad. Haha
[11:02:14 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: Lol god, he should grow up.
[11:02:29 PM] ☮Rosie says: He is so fucked in the head. He needs to just get over shit.
[11:02:58 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: he acts like hes the only one who's been hurt. zoes ex would hit her. like seriously? stfu shawn.
[11:03:38 PM] ☮Rosie says: I know. He's such a selfish bitch! Hahaha
[11:04:02 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: Lol =D idk, his friend devin is cool lol
[11:04:28 PM] ☮Rosie says: I met him like once. Don't think he liked me very much...:/
[11:04:42 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: lol doesnt seem like he likes zoe that much either
[11:05:04 PM] ☮Rosie says: GASP!!!! Maybe he has a gay crush on Shawn!!!! Hahahahaha
[11:05:17 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: i wouldnt doubt it lol =D
[11:05:48 PM] ☮Rosie says: Hahaha, I'd always tease him about it and he'd always deny it, but I dunno.....XDDD
[11:06:22 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: lol. now that he knows theyre breaking up all his friends hate her. its stupid
[11:06:53 PM] ☮Rosie says: Dude, do you know Justen? HE is the biggest douchebag ever.
[11:07:16 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: yeah lol hes liked me and zoe for forever
[11:07:21 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: asks her for nudes lol!
[11:07:27 PM] ☮Rosie says: Add me to the list. :(
[11:07:35 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: god, stupid
[11:08:14 PM] ☮Rosie says: I haven't even spoken to the guy in FOREVER, and he's still spreading shit lies about me. Douche!
[11:08:36 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: yeah i heard what he said about you to zoe
[11:08:47 PM] ☮Rosie says: None of it's true.
[11:08:53 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: she knows, now
[11:08:56 PM] ☮Rosie says: And I haven't even HEARD IT ALL!
[11:09:02 PM] ☮Rosie says: Sooo  fucked up.
[11:09:06 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: omg. you should ask zoe sometime lol
[11:09:22 PM] ☮Rosie says: Godd, I don't even want to think about it.
[11:09:33 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: lol its pretty fucked.
[11:09:43 PM] ☮Rosie says: You know?
[11:09:56 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: most of it
[11:10:00 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: zoe knows it all though
[11:10:02 PM] ☮Rosie says: Mind spilling it?
[11:10:11 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: you could ask zoe?
[11:10:34 PM] ☮Rosie says: yeah, but you're online. Promise I'll onlly laugh over it. ;)
[11:10:49 PM] ☮Rosie says: Who are you, anyway?
[11:10:52 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: ohh lol
[11:10:55 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: im jc =D
[11:10:59 PM] ☮Rosie says: K
[11:11:21 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: i'll tell you what i know, and let zoe tell you the rest? shes like 3 feet away
[11:11:29 PM] ☮Rosie says: K. :]
[11:11:36 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: so, im not sure what you know
[11:11:43 PM] ☮Rosie says: 's ok.
[11:12:10 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: he wanted you mad, so he sent some pic to you of zoe sitting on shawn
[11:12:19 PM] ☮Rosie says: yep
[11:13:18 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: so then he was like yeah zoe shes shawns girlfriend you should make her pissy
[11:13:27 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: so thats why she was a bitch on the phone
[11:13:34 PM] ☮Rosie says: Alright.
[11:13:55 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: and he would always say if she did glories he'd 'hold you back' so you wouldnt kill her cuz he made her think u were gonna
[11:14:14 PM] ☮Rosie says: Ohhhh goddd.....
[11:14:27 PM] ☮Rosie says: That's hilariously sad.
[11:15:30 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: and idk really, he just wanted them together cause zoe liked him and he thought he was gonna get something out of it.
[11:16:20 PM] ☮Rosie says: He always tried to break shawn and I up, apparantly because he thought that I would fuck him if he did. EWWWW. XP
[11:16:35 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: yeah, he seems to think that lol
[11:17:10 PM] ☮Rosie says: Even teh most derperate person in the world wouldn't fuck that piece of shit.
[11:17:16 PM] ☮Rosie says: desperate
[11:17:39 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: lol well maybe some chick
[11:17:49 PM] ☮Rosie says: That poor girl.
[11:18:09 PM] ☮Rosie says: I can honestly see him growing up to be one of those internet pervs
[11:18:32 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: yeah, really
[11:18:44 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: thats all i know?
[11:18:49 PM] ☮Rosie says: K.
[11:18:51 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: if you have questions lol ask zoe
[11:18:55 PM] ☮Rosie says: Twas amusing.
[11:19:05 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: im sorry. hes an ass
[11:19:15 PM] ☮Rosie says: Biggest ass ever.
[11:19:27 PM] ☮Rosie says: LOL unintentional pun. Hahaha
[11:19:42 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: =D lol
[11:20:02 PM] ☮Rosie says: Soooo......anything else you'd like to discuss? Hahha
[11:20:12 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: i cant think of anything? you?
[11:20:21 PM] ☮Rosie says: Not much. :/
[11:20:33 PM] ☮Rosie says: Can I get back ot my movie now/.
[11:20:35 PM] ☮Rosie says: ?
[11:20:38 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: lol yeah sorry
[11:20:42 PM] ☮Rosie says: No prob.
[11:20:46 PM] ☮Rosie says: It was fun.
[11:20:50 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: mhhm =D
[11:21:15 PM] ☮Rosie says: AND tell Zoe that ALL is forgiven, and I wish her luck finding better guys. :)
[11:21:42 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: she says thanks, and that you can do amazingly better.
[11:21:52 PM] ☮Rosie says: Thanksss!
[11:21:56 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: yeah =)
[11:22:04 PM] ☮Rosie says: 'Right, byeee!
[11:22:09 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: bye!


I've got a giant X on the back of my hand for the first time in years. I put it there earlier because I was feelin' particularly edgy. It's pink and matches my ridiculously printed shirt. I saw this conversation coming earlier today, and I am loving life because of it.
Expect a real entry about my life maybe soon.

 
 
 
 
 
 


Backstory: ealrier, that slut zoe im'ed me to ask if I go to raves. I don't even know. I posted about my confusion on the effbook.

 

 Mallory Vaughan
Oh god! He is still dating her?
 Rosie Mayer
Haha, yeah apparantly. I guess their lying asshole of a friend has been telling her that I'm some drugged out raver or something. I don't even know. Hahaha

I haven't talked to you in a while! How goes it?
 Mallory Vaughan
That's awesome! I thought you said she was like 13 or 14, and she goes to raves? hahaha.
Hey, I am pretty good thanks, how are you? :)
 Rosie Mayer
I know, right? Like I said, complete opposite of me. It's hilarious.

Nice to know you're doin good. My life's gotten so much better in the past few months! Yaay. :]
 Mallory Vaughan
Ditto! You should get on the little chat thingy.



5:31pmRosie
 

Oh wow, I didn't realize I was offline. lol

5:31pmMallory

Haha no problem!

Glad to hear you're better. How has life improved for you?

5:31pmRosie
 

yeah, so how goes you life?

 

Oh, haha

 

my life's been so much better after I got that jerkface out of it.

5:31pmMallory

:):)

5:32pmRosie
 

Yeah. I realized how awkward and frustrating our relationship was, and just got over it one day. im so proud of myself!!

5:33pmMallory

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

I am so proud of you.

I swear we live parallel lives

5:33pmRosie
 

yaaay! :]:]

 

I'm quite enjoying the singluar life now. hahaha

5:35pmMallory

It's niiice, isn't it?

Though I got me a new boyfraaan. haha

5:35pmRosie
 

Oh, fiiiine. haha, kidding. ;p

 

it seems that all the guys I would consider datign are already taken! boo to that!!

 

*dating. whoops

5:36pmMallory

That sucks, but sooner or later...they won't be

5:38pmRosie
 

I'm counting on it. this one guy that i've had a crush on since middle school...well his girlfriend's graduating this week, and we're gonna be in the same art class next year...so yeah. i'm excited. :D:D

5:39pmMallory

OOOOOh! But is he breaking up with her when she graduates?

5:40pmRosie
 

i can only hope so. the f'ed up part is that he doesn't even like her anymmore, but he's too scared of her to dump her because she's a total psycho.

 

like, she said he's not even allowed to talk to me anymore. Craaaaazy bitch.

5:41pmMallory

Oh wow! Those types of relationships are caaraaazy

5:42pmRosie
 

Seriously. I feel so bad for him.

5:42pmMallory

I know this girl who thinks she is a vampire, and I hate her, and she has this gay boyfriend who she asked out and has been dating for 7 months and they have never made out, but she thinks she is going to marry him and he is just too scared to break up with her.

5:43pmRosie
 

oh god. what a trainwreck!

5:43pmMallory

I know!!!!!

I always thought he was gay, since 6th grade

5:44pmRosie
 

Wow, i feel so sorry for teh guy, being stuck with such a psycho

 

I used to know a girl who thought she was a vampire. she used to terrorize my friend nathan, and try to bite him and shit.

5:45pmMallory

Yeah she is a maniac

she pretends to be gothic and listening to breaking benjamin and wears

GREEN MESH

gasp

5:45pmRosie
 

D: !!!

5:45pmMallory

http://www.facebook.com/OctopusParade?v=feed&story_fbid=108733714879#/profile.php?id=691216494&ref=ts

note the twilight shirt

5:46pmRosie

oh god. twilight is what's wrong with this world.

5:47pmMallory

Yeah, Kristen Stewart needs to be burned somewhere.

5:47pmRosie
 

yeah, her and her one facial expression. hahaha

5:49pmMallory

HER OPEN MOUTH.

MOUTH BREATHER.

5:50pmRosie
 

that entire movie was just the most hilarious trainwreck ever!

5:50pmMallory

I know. Oh my god. The cast was so...ugly.

5:51pmRosie
 

And awkward! Such hilariously bad acting.

5:52pmMallory

I know. It was a joke.

5:53pmRosie
 

I spent the entire movie laughing.

5:53pmMallory

For me it was one of those "do I laugh or cry?" things.

5:54pmRosie
 

I alternated between laughing and cringing and laughing some more. hahaha

5:55pmMallory

Hah! Sounds like a healthy balance to me.

5:56pmRosie
 

It was fun. I'm just glad there were no rabid fans in teh theater. One might have bitten me or something!!

5:56pmMallory

Oh yeah, I don't doubt that. One like that girl.

5:58pmRosie
 

I was verbally harassed in a bookstore once by two twilight-girls. they asked me if I read th ebooks, and when I told them that I was not a fan, they screamed at me. :(:(

5:58pmMallory

Wow, I think they should go to group therapy!

6:00pmRosie
 

I don't think you could fit them all in one room. And then they'd just go off on how HAWTT rob pattinson is

6:01pmMallory

Maybe we could send them to be "re-educated" ;);)

6:02pmRosie
 

yeah. lock 'em in a theater and force them to watch good movies, clockwork orange-style. hahahaha!

6:03pmMallory

Yes!

Or mass hypnosis?

6:03pmRosie
 

could work, could work...

6:07pmRosie
 

AAH! I have to go, sorry. It was nice talking to you again though!! :):)

6:07pmMallory

Yes!!!

You too

Bye

 
 
 
 
 
 
So today was the show at Pat and Oscars. We get there an play and stuff but that's not important.

Northwood's bassist. OHMYFUCKINGGOD. Tall skinny boy with long blonde hair and big sunglasses playing the same type of 5-string bass shawn has. TRIPPED ME THE FUCK OUT.

We're attempting to play stand-up in Jazz tomorrow. I am so excited.
 
 
 
 
 
 

Oh my god. Jesica and Taylor totally wrote this. I am in awe.




When you stay over at someone's house for three hours or more AFTER their party is gone, playing Guitar Hero.
[Saturday was Jessica's birthday. About 10 minutes after Josh showed up, we decided to play guitar hero becaus ewe'd never really done so before. The party dissolved around us as we pressed those damn hellbuttons. Game is addictive....we'd been playing for two hours straight when I left, and apparantly they stayed even longer. Amazing day.]

When you're asked to draw a uniform, and you automatically draw the drum major uniform.

WHen someone asks you if you like classical music, and you think "the time period, or the genre?"

When your best high school memory is a band event or something that happened on the band bus

If you own a band joke book or look up bando jokes.

When most - if not all - of your engliush projects have to do with band [I like the typo in English]

When you spend more time in the band room than at home

When your closest friends are all in band [ :3 ]

If the largest binder in your backpack is your band folder

If you're constantly changing clothes on the bus

You lead with your left foot

You can't go through the day without at least one band class [Jazz band has been amazing lately. We've been playing charts!]

If you would rather take another band class than drop zero period

You only go to sporting events if the band is playing

If you're a proud member of the Jazz Band Labor Union. [Fuck yes. Jazz band 1337/stage crew for life!]

You turn down invitations by saying, "Sorry I have band." [Story of my first semester life]

If your school year doesn't end until graduation is done...and you're NOT a senior. [I like not having to ever play this]

The first thing you think on the last day of school is "_____ days until band camp"

You put off all other classes for band homework

You like to dance...to drum cadences

You can't go through an episode of George Lopez without dancing to Lowrider. [or ANYTIME I hear this thing.]

If you constantly break into song

If you have performed a reed solo...or included hitting your instrument in a solo.
[Elias appeared in Jazz on friday, played first a basson solo, then one enitrely on double reeds. On the subject of unorthodox solos, I want to work in a lasergun solo. On the subject of solos in general, I played two today!]

When you have to smuggle Sprite to football games [This makes me believe there is a god and he exists solely in empty waterbotttles]

If you know that all halogen lamps at Beckman buzz in Bb [the more you know...]

If you know Bb is pronounced B FLAT, or C# is C SHARP [Andrew from guitar "You mean it's not big B little b?"]

If you have applied the Blues in F progression to anything other than soloes

If your first professional reference is your band director

If being called a bando is a compliment

You can't sing the Star Spangled Banner without yelling "CRASHHH!!!"

If you know how many chairs can fit on a chair rack (17...) [Best test question ever]

If you get a Varsity Letter in Band [only need one or two more!]

If you hear a whistle and automatically yell, "ONE!" [it's embedded in my brain]

You mark time when listening to music [so is this]

When you listen to marching band music on a daily basis

When your form of bribery is stealing someone's foot joint [This has to do with me]

If you wear your oband jacket outside of band events

If you have created a song with a broken guitar and party blowers [See saturday.]

If you go to a concert early to tune the instruments

If you base your dinner off of band lectures

You learned more about college from your band director than your counselor

You smell like Febreeze. [I enjoy that smell.]

You understand that suspenders go in the back.

The band moms give you the "girl talk"

If you think of the band mom's as your parents [they ARE our parents.]

If you come up with songs about cheese and bread.

When Tillamook cheese is just "Band Cheese" [mmmm, band cheese...]

When the highlight of your week is rehearsal

If you think about what you're going to say at the band banquet at least a year in advance [guilty]

You make these while sitting around waiting to go to the board meeting regarding elementary school music [this is what we did tonight.]

If you choose a college based on their music program...and you're NOT a music major.

If your birthday cake says something about band (for example, Bandos vs. Normies)

If you sleep in your band shorts.

If you know the significance of NOT forgetting a tuba.

You judge bands by how many tubas they have

If you've never missed a band event

If palatte refers to music, NOT food

If you miss football games when the season's done or enjoy marching in parades

If you know the difference between a marching french horn and a regular french horn.

If you play more than one instrument (excluding the piano)

If you know marching band is NOT a sport, but it IS a PE class

If you've actually recruited someone into the band

If you know the proper way to tune two piccolos... [best one ever]

When you've witnessed a cage fight for the tenor drum spot in drumline  [thsi was also amazing]

If you know all the different kinds of woodwinds...and their different sections (e.g. alto, etc)

If you've discovered an explosion reaction between two food products during a band event (*COUGH*GELATOCOKE*COUGH*) [yet another epic moment]

If you've ever been outside of your home state because of band

If you're totally chill with wasting your life making these...

You've played "The Floor is Lava" or "Hide and Seek" when you were older than a sophomore in high school [Mmm, music man]

You ALWAYS have a song in your head

On your last band event, you're already looking forward to next season

You can recognize instruments by the way they sound

If you know the proper term is "bando" and not "band geek"

You notice when posters are missing off the band room wall

If you can intellectually compare the acoustics in performing arts centers

You start conga lines to try to get your band director to dance

It's always someone's birthday (cough* Rana*cough*)

You have random Crazy Sock Days.

If you name your instrument.

If your life wouldn't be the same without band.
 

 
 
 
 
 
 
Umm, so this just happened:
(I love the fact that skype lets you change the names of your contacts. Heehee.)



[9:23:03 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: Rosie, Hi
[9:23:20 PM] ☮Rosie says: hmm?
[9:23:26 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: Mmm, I know I've been a bitch, but can we talk ?
[9:23:35 PM] ☮Rosie says: yeah, what?
[9:23:44 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: I'm really sorry :/
[9:23:56 PM] ☮Rosie says: Okay. Why the sudden change?
[9:24:17 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: I just realized, if you & Shawn are okay, and all that stuff is in the past
[9:24:31 PM] ☮Rosie says: You just realized that...
[9:24:31 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: and I have no reason to go phsyco bitch at you
[9:24:35 PM] ☮Rosie says: Yeah.
[9:24:52 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: Then the whole hating eachother thing, is pretty pathetic
[9:25:20 PM] ☮Rosie says: yeah
[9:25:23 PM] ☮Rosie says: Whatever
[9:26:25 PM] ☮Rosie says: I respect the fact that you had the balls to apologise like that.
[9:26:39 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: Thanks :]
[9:27:18 PM] ☮Rosie says: I wonder, has he been talking about my or anything that would prompt such a thing.....?
[9:27:30 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: Noo,
[9:27:56 PM] ☮Rosie says: Just a spur of the moment change of heart then?
[9:28:06 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: For the most part, yea
[9:28:11 PM] ☮Rosie says: Alright.
[9:28:58 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: And, maybe you'll always have a problem with me ? And I can't change that . But I am sorry, and ... yea, I've wanted to say it for a while, but I thought you wouldn't talk to me or something .
[9:29:41 PM] ☮Rosie says: Perhaps. It's not really you I'm mad at, it's him. But that's a whole other story.
[9:29:49 PM] ☮Rosie says: Still, you've got balls.
[9:30:03 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: & So do you, to put up with it .
[9:30:17 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: I know you loved him, and thinking about how horrible I made it
[9:30:25 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: I'd never want someone to do that to me
[9:31:59 PM] ☮Rosie says: Yeah. I mean, what you did was kinda fucked up, but it really was his fault. He made things a lot worse than they could have been. But anyway, I'm mostly over it. I haven't really talked to him in a while. Don't know why, just haven't really felt like it.
[9:32:42 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: It was very fucked up, immature & pointless
[9:32:53 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: I just saw you as a threat or something
[9:32:59 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: And didn't wanna lose him,
[9:33:01 PM] ☮Rosie says: Hahaha. I could tell.
[9:33:49 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: Yea ...
[9:34:53 PM] ☮Rosie says: d
[9:34:54 PM] ☮Rosie says: o
[9:34:55 PM] ☮Rosie says: n
[9:34:56 PM] ☮Rosie says: e
[9:34:58 PM] ☮Rosie says: ?
[9:35:12 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: Yea, unless there's anything you wanted to say ... ?
[9:36:06 PM] ☮Rosie says: Not really. Just that I do appreciate that you took time to apologise.....and if that boy starts acting like a douchebag to you, then dump his ass. K? :D
[9:36:38 PM] Zoe is a fuckslut whore. It's pathetic. says: :) Mkay







Fucking hell, you slut. I hate you. Stop it. You've got balls, but you think your little bandaid is gonna magically make everything better? You are a whore, and I can not wait until he catches you cheating on him or whatever inevatable breakup scenario, and I can have my douchebag friend back. I can't wait until you leave us both alone.

I haven't talked to Shawn in a while. I haven't had the urge or the balls to. And yet life goes on....
I think this conversation will warrant a text-convo tomorrow, though. I can see us being friends in the future, just not right now.
(And best of all, this gives me a valid excuse to get some things that I've wanted to say to him off my chest.)





In other news, it was hot as balls today. I'm doing real bad in most of my classes because missing a week of school to go to hawaii + missing a week when I was down with the flu + not enough mental capacity to deal with messy breakups AND AP classes = my grades going down the toilet. Life is decidedly sucky.
Shit grades are making course selection a bitch, but I am gonna sign up for art history because it sounds awesome, and my friends are taking it. OH, and a certain individual and friend-of-a-friend who I've had a crush on since middle school. HEY DUDE, DUMP YOUR OBNOXIOUS GIRLFRIEND AND GO OUT WITH ME. Jessica's party is this Saturday, and chances are he'll be there. This will be good.



I just want summer to happen now.
 
 
 
 
 
 
Connecting to server...
Looking for someone you can chat with. Hang on.
You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
You: spork?
Stranger: I love you.
You: I love you too
Stranger: *Hugs*
You: where have you been all my life!?
Stranger: Right here!
Stranger: Where have you been?
You: I was over there eating a burger. Sorry >_>
You: twas a good burger, though
Stranger: Where's mine? :*(
You: .......i was hungry. So sorry. :[
Stranger: 'tis ok.
You: And I wasn't sure if you're a vegan anymore.
You: you know.
You: Didn't wanna upset you.
You: with dead cow flesh
Stranger: Lol.
You: again, sorry.
You: What is your favorite type of shoe?
Stranger: 'Skater' shoes.
You: I had a pair of shoes with wheels in 'em once.
You: THOSE were skater shoes
Stranger: Ha.
You: I miss them.
You: gave em to my cousin
Stranger: Exciting.
You: So how's yer day going?
Stranger: It's, err. Going. :p
You: where is it going? don't let your day escape without you!!
You: It's nighttime here.
Stranger: Haha.
Stranger: 1AM here.
You: 11:11!
Stranger: Well, 1:11AM here.
You: HOLYSHITMAKEAWISH!!!
Stranger: *Wishes for a dead cow*
You: Aww. 11:12. Too late.
Stranger: FUCK!
You: Yeah.
You: Oh well
You: There will be more burgers in the future
Stranger: Always tomorrow.
You: I suppose.
You: But You're IN tomorrow!
You: from my standpoint, anyway.
You: How's the future?
Stranger: Amazing.
Stranger: You see,
Stranger: We have these fancy things called 'computers'
You: WHOA.
Stranger: Where you can talk to other people and shit
You: Do they indeed compute?
Stranger: Oh yes they do.
You: Neat-o.
You: Wish I had one
Stranger: Every once and a great while 1+1 will equal cat, but for the most part, they're accurate.
You: I'm sending this from a soda can wrapped in string.
You: it's rather inefficiant.
Stranger: But I can hear you!
You: 1+1 doesn't equal cat?
You: Boy...that explains alot.
Stranger: Yeah, don't you know?
You: .....wait. How are you able to HEAR me?
Stranger: 1+1 = fish
You: OH SHIT.
You: I should go apologise to my 1st grade teacher.
Stranger: But she's already gone and killed herself, from thinking that 1+1 = cat.
You: :(
You: She was cool.
You: I'M SORRY MRS. HENDERSON!!!
You: :'''(
You: Hrm....must carry on.
You: What's your favorite type of aquatic creature?
You: I am partial to the octopus, myself.
Stranger: Hmmmm.
You: You seem like the type of person to be a fan of turtles.
Stranger: Definatly the sperm whale.
You: Oh.
You: I see....
You: Didn't know you were into that.
You: Hmm..
You: It's ok though. I accept you for who you are.
You: <33
Stranger: Lol
You: I wanna get a pet octopus one day.
You: Train it like an attack dog.
Stranger: Haha.
You: I'd name him jimmy.
You: Jimmy the DESTROYER.
You: Or cuddles.
You: CUDDLES THE DESTROYER.  ******
You: I dunno.
Stranger: I like cuddles better.
You: I was thinking of naming my robot that, though.
You: hmm...
You: :/
You: So.....now that we've had a serious textual conversation, I think it's time you tell me......
You: .....
You: .....
You: ...
You: A/S/L/
You: ?
Stranger: 16/m/Missouri
you?
You: 16/What do you think?/California. :]
Stranger: Lol.
You: Name?
Stranger: Jesse
You: Hahaha.
You: Sorry.
You: I know someone names Jesse....
Stranger: Lol
Stranger: And yours?
You: Guess. ^.^
You: Heehee
Stranger: Hmm
Lucifer
You: Nope.
You: Close, though.
You: I think I know that guy,....
Stranger: Luke?
You: Ohhhh, you think I'm a guy, don't you. Hahaha.
You: You are talking to a real live girl.
You: For once in your life....
You: j/k
Stranger: There are no girls on the interwebnets.
You: :]
You: ?
You: Then what am I?
Stranger: A guy, pretending to be a girl.
Stranger: You KNOW you are.
You: Or a girl pretending to be a guy, pretending to be a girl.
You: MINDFUCK!!

Your conversational partner has disconnected.

(I feel bad. I liked this one. Oh well.)

********Cuddles the DESTROYER acutally IS my robot's name. I got a roomba last week.


 
Connecting to server...
You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
You: hi
Stranger: please be interesting
You: oh I am
Stranger: how?
You: I'm really a robot
Stranger: FINALLY
You: I know, right?
You: are you of the electronic persuasion?
Stranger: where are you from, robot?
You: 3000 AD.
Stranger: be honest
You: Around....pittsburgh, as you call it.
You: are you from pittsburgh>
You: ?
Stranger: you are about 3 hours from me, then
You: Oh, how intriguing!
Stranger: indeed!!!!
Stranger: what's your name?
You: XZLR2008
You: last year's model
You: :[
Stranger: what is your human name?
You: Shoe.
You: It sucks
Stranger: no it's not
You: Dr. Bennington is a dick.
You: Why the hell would he name his robofighter Shoe?1
You: !
Stranger: do you wanna fuck around all night or have a real conversation?
You: Are you trying to tell me I'm not real?!?
You: Oh god'
You: they said this would happen...
 
You have disconnected.

(I seem to have an affinity for robots and shoes tonight.)



Connecting to server...
You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
Stranger: how do you know if a guy likes you ?
You: So many ways
You: If he talks to you and makes eye contact alot.
Stranger: name one
You: If you catch him smiling and looking at you
You: Having dude problems, I presume?
Stranger: aha yes
Stranger: idk i mean this one boy flirts with me and all but i can't help but get the feeling that that's just how he talks to people
Stranger: and that i'm no different
You: I hate that. :(
Stranger: join the club :(
You: I hate it when you think someone has feelings for you, but it's too embarassing for you to do anything about it.
Stranger: or when it seems like they like you but it's not like they ever ask you out or anything so you can never even tell
You: YES.
You: Story of my life.
You: Or when exes act all friendly and nice and tell you that they've missed you after completly breaking your heart and shit.
Stranger: ahhh yes finally someone who understands me
Stranger: boys are so dumb
You: Ahaha. Yes.
You: Guys should come with little lights on their head that light up if they're interested in you, or something.
You: something obvious.
Stranger: that would make life SO much easier
Stranger: why can't people just say how they feel without having to draw it out
You: Because they're afraid.
You: of something
Stranger: just like hi i like you, that would make things soo much eaier
You: Or they just like the drama.
You: It would be easier.
You: But people are afraid of rejection, I suppose.
You: I dunno.
You: Guys are totall dumbasses.
Stranger: yeah they reallyy are
You: So, where are you typing from?
Stranger: i hate how they'll be all flirty but then he'll turn around to some random person and do the same and it's like oh. just kidding
Stranger: californiaa and you?
You: Yeah.
You: Oh hai. Californial too!
Stranger: oh siiick
You: What part?
Stranger: norcal
Stranger: close to san franciscoo
You: Ahaha.Cool. Im in OC.
Stranger: oh niice!
You: Ehh.
You: It's was fuckass hot here today.
Stranger: how's the weather over there nuw?
Stranger: yeah aha figured
You: WHOA.
Stranger: it was hot here too
Stranger: i KNOW psychic aha
You: Hahaha
Stranger: but its supposed to rain this entire week which is the most ridiculous thing everr
Stranger: cause its been so sunny lately
You: Rain? What?
You: What is that?
You: I wouldn't know beccause I live in the damn DESERT.
You: :(
Stranger: ahahhha
Stranger: that's terrible :(
You: It rained like three times this year.
You: booh
Stranger: aah
Stranger: yeah it hasn't rained in a while but we def had like three months of rain and it was just so depressing
You: Aww.
You: I like the rain tho
You: At least, not when I have to go to school
Stranger: yeahh it's nice to sit inside and drink hot cocoa and listen to the rain
Stranger: but not when you're outside getting soaking wet
You: Mmm, yeah. :]
You: It sucks cause my school's hallways are all outdoors.
Stranger: yeaah same
You: Lockers and everything.
You: it's like they don't realize that it sometimes DOES rain here. >:[
Stranger: at least you have lockers!
Stranger: we do but no one uses them
You: Wierd.
You: why not?
Stranger: idk they're allll the way towards the end of the school so they're just super inconvenient
Stranger: plus there's only like 40 of them
Stranger: it's the silliest thing
You: That sucks.
You: Our lockers are tinnnyyyyy!
Stranger: aah that's awful :(
Stranger: kay well i've got to go! but it's been a nice chatt ahaa
You: Bai. :}
Stranger: nightt
You have disconnected.




(LOL California. I like this website, though.)


In other news, my life's been good. Spring break. Shawn's been a dickhead. Serena is my twin lumberjack. Fuck everything else.
 
 
 
 
 
 
My sweet sixteen was last saturday. Here's what went down:
 
3/5: Had an awesome jazz band rehearsal. Hung out after school with Taylor and Jessica in the Barnes and Noble cafe. Manager screwed up an order, somehow got a free tea. Arranged solos for Jazz. Went to Albertsons before dropping off Jessica. Went home, then went back out for Girl Scout meeting. Had Twinkies and Hostess Cupcakes. Was very sleepy. Natalie has some serious repressed insanity.
3/6: Dressed up cute. Got to school, Taylor got me the most ridiculous balloon that plays the Chicken Dance if you hit it. People were hitting it all day, especially in English. Was pissed off at some point, but can't remember why. Later that night: Marching Band Banquet. Handed out cupcakes, whole band sang to me. Lit 10 candles on 1 cupcake and made an awesome fireball. Hug from Evan, balloon from Jessica, Vandoren reed from Tim. Taylor won a leadership award.
3/7: Woke up, got dressed eventually. Mom pulled the car over into an empty parking lot, and I got behind the wheel for the first time. No one died! Fun. (Mom) Drove to Disneyland, blasted Tragic Kingdom (got tickets to see No Doubt this summer!!!). Arrived, felt sick, met up with Mercedes, felt sicker, got annual pass, free wheelchair, line-cutting privelages. Not too bad. Got home, felt even more sick.
3/8-12: Influenza!

Past two days have been largely uneventful. Saw Watchmen yesterday, and I rather liked it. The was the cutest guy ever sitting next to me.


Ex-Boyfriend-gate: shawn is a douchebag. Haven't talked to him, don't want to. Unfortunately, GOE rehearsals start tomorrow, and I have to see his stupid face again.


It's like....I want to be friends with him, but not if he's with this new girl. I just wish he'd understand that she is an immature little bitch, and that it'll be a long time coming before he finds someone that loved him as much as I DID. Knowing that they're together makes me want to vomit.
Lately though, I haven't been missing him at all. Just hating him for being such an immature asshole about the whole situation. I mean, I'm gonna try to make peace tomorrow, but really, only because I don't want things to be too awkward. And to make him realize what he's been missing. Heeheehee.
 



I love Scarling.
 
 
 
 
 
 


OHAI.

Well, I went to Hawaii last week. I also found out that Shawn's now going out with that trollop from valentine's-gate. And he won't talk to me now.

It hurt a lot to find out, and still hurts. I mean, COME ON. Why would he find that thing even remotely attractive at all?

Got some good advice though: (In stunning board of despair format!)

Originally Posted by TalonSlayer
The guy dumped you for another girl, lied about why, and lied about not wanting her all along. Why do you want to be friends with someone like that? He's not a "neat guy", he's a guy who pulled some scurvy shit. Try to salvage some bit of dignity and walk away, don't chase a guy who dropped you for another girl.

"and I don't wanna go loose him to some dumb whore that he'll probably be over in a month."

You already lost him. He doesn't want you. Don't waste your time on someone who chose someone else instead of you. Don't get mad at her, either. He chose to dump you, don't blame her. Don't act like she has anything to do with it. She made you no promises and didn't lie to you. He did.

I'm sorry you want advice of "keep chasing the guy, it'll work out, he'll dump her and take you back", but why would you want to take him back when he showed how little he cares about you?

At least he's not stringing you along, I've got to give him points for that.
 

Originally Posted by Rosie. 
Paul, thanks for the advice. I really do see where you're coming from with this. Seriously.

I still care about the guy, fucked up as this might be. We were good friends before we started going out, and I just hate to loose not only my boyfriend but a really close friendship.

You're right, though. He obviously doesn't want to be friends, despite what he said. (though I do blame it somewhat on the girl who'd been flirting him up like mad, and also an asshole friend of his that had been pressuring him to dump me for this chick.)

This is all coming as a huge reality check. I don't know what I want to hear, but this makes sense.


Originally Posted by TalonSlayer
I do what I can. Everything you said is completely understandable. You can't stop caring about someone instantly. I have to object to his part, though--

"(though I do blame it somewhat on the girl who'd been flirting him up like mad, and also an asshole friend of his that had been pressuring him to dump me for this chick.)"

Don't blame anyone but him. No matter what anyone else said or did, he made the choice himself. No one else made the promises to you-- he did. It doesn't matter what girl flirted with him, or what friends said. Bottom line, when a man loves a woman, he'll turn his back on his best friend if he put her down. Blaming others makes you blame him less, and keeps hope alive for longer... and, God forbid, gives him excuses if he tries to come crawling back. As bad as it sounds, realizing exactly what happened will make you heal quicker. He made the choice to leave, and he made the choice to ignore you.

Find solace in friends, in books, in music. Do your thing. You're a cool chick, and you'll be fine.






Yeah. I don't know if this is temporary, but I'm already feeling better. I wish we could be friends, but he obviously doesn't want that. So fuck him. If he can't realize that for the past two years I've been absolutely completely in love with him, and wants to go make out with some hobiscuit, that that's fine. And when he finally comes to realize that she's a mindless tart and that I'm totally awesome and he never should have broken up with me in the first place....well, I hope to have the balls by then to tell him that I'd rather just be friends.

NEXT: Operation find me a new guy. WHYYYYY must the guy I've had a crush on since middle school be dating that annoying chick who thinks she's asian? And WHYYYYY must I have no confidence at all to talk to him? D:
 
 
 
 
 
 

Shawn and I broke up very early sunday morning. Fuck my life. He's been ignoring me, too, and I feel like shit. The worst part is, I'm still in love with him. It's like after over a year of being with him my brain is programmed not to ever get mad at him. He's online now and won't respond to anything I say. I just want to be friends, and I'm confused because he says he still loves me and shit, but he's confused too so I'm confused even more. Life is sucking hard.
 




Taylor is awesome, though. (facebook chat has a weird format)


4:42pmTaylor

i know but i mean..thats a long time to want to focus on other things ya know...there has to be some other reasoning behind it unless he pleads temporary insanity.

 4:42pmRosie

Yeah. I guess. Part of me just doesn't want to get my hopes up about it, though. I hate being such a pessimist! (BTW, I think his entire life has been a case of permamant insanity, so I doubt that's a plausable excuse. haha)

 4:44pmTaylor

haha i guess...but i mean..why would it be so random?! i mean...havin a regular conversation n then he says that he doesnt wanna have a girlfriend at the moment?!

 4:45pmRosie

He's not...err...the BEST communicator ever. And I guess he's been hinting at it (complaining that I live really far and he never gets to see me, ect.) but I just ignored that. It was totally random and weird of him to bring it up like that.

 4:46pmTaylor

yeah..i dunno...its really confusing.....

 4:47pmRosie

I AM VERY CONFUSED, YEAH. Which is why I want to talk to him so badly. He just left me hanging. and he SAID he'd talk to me the next day, but never did. D:

 4:48pmTaylor

hm. thats really weird...i dunno...try n wait for him to talk to you i guess...ya know..i dunno....its really weird that hes just ignoring you.....

 4:49pmRosie

That's how I feel pretty much.


The chat didn't archive, but she pretty much said he's made a big mistake and to let him have his space and he'll realize that he screwed up big and take me back. Pessimist me says I shouldn't believe that.


Right now I'm exchanging Monty Python quotes with Ryan Crout via facebook IM. I have hit a new low. (should i mention that I was talking about Python with Shawn literally immeadiately before he broke up with me? It came out of fucking nowhere!)



 

 9:08pmRyan

so how goes it

you still pinin for the feilds?

 9:09pmRosie
 

Pining for the fjords, not fields dumbass.

 9:09pmRyan

fuck you flower head

i'll take that as a yes then since you're so angsty?

 9:10pmRosie
 

Hey, don't try to out Monty Python me. I bust out the heavy artillery nerdiness.

 9:10pmRyan

oh really?

do you in fact

have any cheese here at all?

 9:11pmRosie
 

Ohh, the cat's eaten it!

 9:11pmRyan

nope

fail

it's "no i dont' sir, i was deliberately wasting your time"

the cat ate the runny cheese

 9:11pmRosie
 

Shut up. It's from the same sketch.

 

I was pressed for time.

 9:12pmRyan

ha

haha

fail

an i told him

you might as well call it monty python's flying circus

and as luck would have it that's what they called it

do you think he stole the name from you?

that BASTARD!

i got a slug

 9:13pmRosie
 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Ie3Myg0c6U best sketch ever

 9:14pmRyan

i still prefer the voting one

the one with the polls

and kevin

phillips

BONG

 9:14pmRosie
 

Bonnnggggg!

 9:14pmRyan

very silly party

 9:15pmRosie
 

Tarquin Fin-tim-lin-bin-whin-bim-lim-bus-stop-F'tang-F'tang-Olé-Biscuitbarrel

 9:15pmRyan

silly party

ALBATROSS!

 9:16pmRosie
 

It's a bleedin' seabird!

 9:16pmRyan

you there!

get up on stage we need youf or the next scetch!

i want to complain!

 9:18pmRosie
 

You want to complain! Look at these shoes. I've only had them three weeks and the heels are worn right through.

 9:18pmRyan

HALELUJAH

she gets it

oh no it's being hit on the head lessons in here







I sort of think this is awesome, I sort of think this is pathetic, and I sort of want him to shut up so I can go cry about how Shawn's still ignoring me.

 
 
 
 
 
 


Oh lawl, false alarm. Or just me overreacting. Or something.



We've been talking for over an hour about star wars music. I just added some XKCD (http://www.xkcd.com/515/) for valentine's fun, and a video of Mr. Fisher conducting at Pioneer (eurgh!) in a Darth Vader costume. And No Doubt's Imperial March cover which winssss harddddd no matter what he thinks. And we appear to be seeing The Dark Knight in IMAX sunday night. Hoorah for nerdery!

sucky thing: I wanted to see TDK today, but he forgot to call me. Sadfaces. But he just said he loves me sooo it's okay. :D
(I wonder sometimes if I'm too much of a pushover.)


OHAI Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/profile.php?id=1248369641&ref=profile


This is damn ass long, but is too epic not to save.

[12:21:43 AM] Rosie says: Hey?
[12:30:26 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: Hai
[12:30:44 AM] Rosie says: so...uhh, what did you do today?
[12:30:57 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: slept
[12:31:00 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: band pracitce
[12:31:09 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: Sat in the rain for 2 hours
[12:31:10 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: >_>
[12:31:56 AM] Rosie says: thanks for remembering to call me about making plans to see each other today...
[12:32:08 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: sorreh ;s
[12:32:16 AM] Rosie says: forget?
[12:32:20 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: Yuh
[12:32:24 AM] Rosie says: nice.
[12:32:51 AM] Rosie says: I spent most of the day waiting for you, then went out for food a few hours ago.
[12:34:13 AM] Rosie says: why were you sitting in the rain for two hours?
[12:34:48 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: watching the guy from the gas company to make sure he didnt DO anything.
[12:34:49 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: .
[12:35:00 AM] Rosie says: wow. exciting.
[12:35:46 AM] Rosie says: are you doing anything sunday night? Or maybe monday? I miss you even though you forgot about me. :/
[12:36:40 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: i think i had those days free
[12:38:18 AM] Rosie says: http://movies.yahoo.com/showtimes/showtimes.html?z=92781&date=20090215&nt=10#T9
[12:38:20 AM] Rosie says: Sunday night: The Dark Knight in IMAX 9PM. Y/Y?
[12:41:22 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: Yurh
[12:41:44 AM] Rosie says: :D Remember this time!
[12:42:29 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: kay
[12:42:56 AM] Rosie says: mmmbored..
[12:48:36 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: same
[12:48:37 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: imma
[12:48:37 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: go
[12:48:37 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: t
[12:48:38 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: o
[12:48:38 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: bed
[12:48:39 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: s
[12:48:40 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: cuase
[12:48:40 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: yea
[12:48:41 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: tired
[12:48:41 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: n
[12:48:42 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: shit
[12:48:45 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: Oh
[12:48:46 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: Wanna ehar
[12:48:48 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: a
[12:48:48 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: song
[12:48:50 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: we
[12:48:51 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: recorded
[12:48:53 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: today?
[12:48:59 AM] Rosie says: y
[12:49:00 AM] Rosie says: e
[12:49:00 AM] Rosie says: a
[12:49:01 AM] Rosie says: h
[12:49:03 AM] Rosie says: s
[12:49:04 AM] Rosie says: u
[12:49:05 AM] Rosie says: r
[12:49:06 AM] Rosie says: e
[12:49:07 AM] Rosie says: .
[12:49:33 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: sec
[12:49:34 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: Lol
[12:49:35 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: its
[12:49:35 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: star wars
[12:49:37 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: ;)
[12:49:42 AM] Rosie says: hahaha.
[12:49:45 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: I
[12:49:47 AM] Rosie says: you are a nerd.
[12:49:50 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: wrote teh parts ;o
[12:50:05 AM] Rosie says: I read that as wrote the pants and was confused for a sec.
[12:50:15 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: lawll
[12:50:17 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: the
[12:50:18 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: recording
[12:50:19 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: sounds
[12:50:19 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: shitty
[12:50:24 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: the mic
[12:50:29 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: was picking shit up
[12:50:35 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: so it has a echo to it kinda
[12:50:55 AM] Rosie says: just say it's special effects. :D
[12:51:00 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: xD
[12:51:02 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: I ADDEd
[12:51:05 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: special eefets
[12:51:06 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: ;o
[12:51:10 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: a WHAA wistle
[12:51:10 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: :D
[12:51:13 AM] Rosie says: ooooh!
[12:51:16 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: andrew was like
[12:51:18 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: DUDE
[12:51:21 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: WE NEE DTO USE THIS
[12:51:23 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: so
[12:51:32 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: we had tony use it for a second
[12:51:33 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: xD
[12:51:36 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: its jsut a down ward wistle
[12:51:40 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: Just*
[12:51:53 AM] Rosie says: can you send it to me now?
[12:51:57 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: Yea
[12:51:59 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: finding the file
[12:52:25 AM] Rosie says: Oh, and send me the insturmentals on your band's myspaz.
[12:52:54 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist sent file "Orchestra_final.wav" to members of this chat

[12:53:05 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: its a wav
[12:53:05 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: ;s
[12:53:11 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: :S
[12:53:12 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: i dont have a
[12:53:13 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: mp3
[12:53:18 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: converter.
[12:53:21 AM] Rosie says: I do.
[12:53:24 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: 38
[12:53:25 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: MINUTES
[12:53:26 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: WUTT
[12:53:33 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: mother
[12:53:34 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: fucker.
[12:53:37 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: ._______________.
[12:53:42 AM] Rosie says: 38 minutes of what?
[12:53:49 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: the download.
[12:53:52 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: for me to send you it
[12:53:52 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: ;s
[12:54:07 AM] Rosie says: holy shit. 43 minutes for me.
[12:54:11 AM] Rosie says: whattttt.
[12:54:33 AM] Rosie says: 2% completed. lawl
[12:54:36 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: its becuase
[12:54:37 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: is
[12:54:40 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: its
[12:54:40 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: a
[12:54:40 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: wav
[12:54:42 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: sound
[12:54:48 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: Wav
[12:54:48 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: is
[12:54:52 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: a shitt yformat.
[12:54:55 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: 10 seconds
[12:54:56 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: of
[12:54:57 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: a
[12:54:59 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: wav
[12:55:02 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: sound is
[12:55:02 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: 1.68mb
[12:55:18 AM] Rosie says: Yeah. Converter programs are nice.
[12:57:24 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: yuh
[12:57:27 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: it doesent
[12:57:31 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: have much of a bass line
[12:57:31 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: ;/
[12:57:37 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: had to write it in like a hour
[12:57:42 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: .__________.
[12:57:59 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: So this morning when we went to tony's house
[12:58:00 AM] Rosie says: I'll probably listen to it tomorrow...
[12:58:03 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: i brought it with me
[12:58:10 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: im
[12:58:11 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: a
[12:58:12 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: downloading
[12:58:14 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: convettrr
[12:58:48 AM] Rosie says: That's really nice. I'm at 11%. T_T
[12:59:54 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: Ill stop
[12:59:56 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: the transfer
[12:59:59 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: downlaod th conveter
[12:59:59 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: and
[1:00:01 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: convert it
[1:00:03 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: really quick
[1:00:13 AM] Rosie says: the internet is like magic.
[1:00:15 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: so it slike
[1:00:16 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: 3mb
[1:00:31 AM] Rosie says: I'll live.
[1:08:06 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: Asfqafgaeg
[1:08:08 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: few seconds
[1:08:28 AM] Rosie says: I am le tired.
[1:11:09 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist sent file "Orchestra_final.mp3" to members of this chat

[1:11:39 AM] Rosie says: ahh. Only 3 minutes this time :]
[1:14:39 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: But
[1:14:41 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: before you listen
[1:14:43 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: to that song
[1:14:45 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: I want you to hear
[1:14:47 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: the Orginal
[1:14:50 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: one sec.
[1:14:59 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: So
[1:14:59 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: DONt
[1:15:01 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: LISTEN
[1:15:01 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: TO
[1:15:01 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: IT
[1:15:05 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: YET
[1:15:27 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: DONt
[1:15:33 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: LISTEn
[1:15:34 AM] Rosie says: dude. I've been in band for 6 years. I know john williams' star wars score like shit.
[1:15:44 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: BUt
[1:15:46 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: :O
[1:15:47 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: Kay
[1:15:50 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: you know
[1:15:51 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: the
[1:15:52 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: Cantina
[1:15:53 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: song
[1:15:53 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: Right?
[1:16:06 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: EXCATLY
[1:16:10 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: >_>
[1:16:10 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: Dont
[1:16:11 AM] Rosie says: Yeah. hahaha.
[1:16:11 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: listen
[1:16:13 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: >_.
[1:16:13 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: K
[1:16:15 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: if you do
[1:16:15 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: LISTEn
[1:16:21 AM] Rosie says: I just wasn't expectiong that one.
[1:16:29 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: its
[1:16:29 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: epic
[1:16:33 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: LISTEN TO IT >:O
[1:16:57 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: ;-3
[1:17:30 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: Imma
[1:17:31 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: send it into
[1:17:32 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: Lucas
[1:17:33 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: arts
[1:17:34 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: ;D
[1:18:02 AM] Rosie says: I am lol'ing in real life.
[1:18:06 AM] Rosie says: this is amazing.
[1:18:08 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: XD
[1:18:15 AM] Rosie says: you are the biggest most awesome nerd ever.
[1:18:20 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: ftw.
[1:18:31 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: THATS WHAT HAPPENS
[1:18:39 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: WHEN METALLICA AND STARS COMBINE :O
[1:18:40 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: i wish
[1:18:41 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: ;/
[1:18:44 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: metallica did
[1:18:44 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: a
[1:18:47 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: ;/
[1:18:48 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: Imperial March cover
[1:19:01 AM] Rosie says: that's what I was expecting this ot be.
[1:19:07 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DY7pJbONtNo
[1:19:16 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: metallica
[1:19:18 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: imerpail march
[1:19:18 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: ;
[1:19:32 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: and
[1:19:35 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: rage against the machines
[1:19:36 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: have a epic
[1:19:38 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: remix of it
[1:19:40 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: .________________.
[1:20:13 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HhUtm1lbAUc&feature=related
[1:20:13 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HhUtm1lbAUc&feature=related
[1:20:14 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HhUtm1lbAUc&feature=related
[1:20:19 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: Rage against the machine
[1:20:19 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: FTW
[1:20:21 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: that remix
[1:20:22 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: is
[1:20:23 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: Orgasmic
[1:20:26 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: .__________________.
[1:21:18 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: imma get
[1:21:19 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: brandon
[1:21:24 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: to let us a do a
[1:21:27 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: imperial remix ;o
[1:21:33 AM] Rosie says: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5g3tQz_f5as
[1:21:37 AM] Rosie says: No doubt FTW.
[1:22:19 AM] Rosie says: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5MsPqSJokSU     meant to post this one. :P
[1:22:21 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: ghey.
[1:22:55 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: wai to ruin a gewd song
[1:22:55 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: >_>
[1:23:03 AM] Rosie says: oh fuck off.
[1:23:17 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: MAI
[1:23:19 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: bass line
[1:23:21 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: will top that.
[1:23:25 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: Watch
[1:23:26 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: GIve me
[1:23:33 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: 2 days.
[1:23:38 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: ANd ill own dem faggotz
[1:23:41 AM] Rosie says: I'll be counting.
[1:23:44 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: K
[1:23:46 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: and
[1:23:47 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: it'll
[1:23:48 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: be
[1:23:48 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: like
[1:23:50 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: DEATHMETAL
[1:23:51 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: >:O
[1:23:58 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: :O
[1:24:03 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: r2ds sounds
[1:24:04 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: x.x
[1:24:06 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: kewl.
[1:24:13 AM] Rosie says: NO DOUBT > DEATHMETAL. THERE, I SAID IT!
[1:24:14 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: ONLY COOL PART
[1:24:14 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: the
[1:24:15 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: Rest
[1:24:15 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: was
[1:24:18 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: FAGGOTRY
[1:24:32 AM] Rosie says: NO DOUBT FTW!!!!!!
[1:24:42 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: ghey
[1:24:42 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: my
[1:24:43 AM] Rosie says: GWEN STEFANI IS COOL!!!
[1:24:44 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: CANTINA
[1:24:46 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: ftw.
[1:25:01 AM] Rosie says: I agree with that, though.
[1:28:11 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: kay
[1:28:12 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: now
[1:28:14 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: yo uhave to coem up
[1:28:14 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: witha
[1:28:16 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: EPIC
[1:28:18 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: imperial marhc.
[1:28:21 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: march*
[1:28:23 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: AND IF YOU DONT
[1:28:29 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: YOU LOSE MY LUB FOREVER
[1:28:32 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: ;D
[1:28:45 AM] Rosie says: We played it last semester in band.
[1:28:54 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: come
[1:28:54 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: up
[1:28:55 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: wif
[1:28:57 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: yur
[1:28:57 AM] Rosie says: I'm trying to find it on youtube.
[1:28:58 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: own
[1:28:59 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: >;o
[1:29:05 AM] Rosie says: IT IS MY OWN.
[1:29:06 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: improvise bishhh
[1:29:09 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
[1:30:28 AM] Rosie says: my section didn't acutally play, but I choreographed a routine involving us taking our clarinets and nearly whacking the people in front of us in a lightsaber-esque fashion.
[1:30:38 AM] Rosie says: tryyyyying ot find on youtube!
[1:32:44 AM] Rosie says: couldn't find it.
[1:33:14 AM] Rosie says: found my middle school band director being epic, though.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FXVfCJZoiB0
[1:40:13 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: btw
[1:40:14 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: that song
[1:40:19 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: i got
[1:40:20 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: a
[1:40:20 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: C
[1:40:22 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: on my final.
[1:40:22 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: ..
[1:40:37 AM] Rosie says: you got a C for that?
[1:40:42 AM] Rosie says: your teacher is on crack.
[1:40:42 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: Yep.
[1:44:35 AM] Rosie says: Oh hey, standby a sec.
[1:44:48 AM] Rosie sent file "no_one_must_know.png" to members of this chat

[1:45:16 AM] Rosie says: Happy valentine's day. <33
[1:47:22 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: happeh v day.
[1:52:49 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: Night
[1:53:03 AM] Rosie says: G'night. Love you. <3
[1:53:20 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: lub yew tew.
[1:53:22 AM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: night
[1:53:35 AM] Rosie says: talk to you later.

 
 
 
 
 
 
Rosie says: Alright. Boredom relief take one: Tell me something interesting that's happened to you lately.
[10:17:58 PM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: i dunno
[10:18:01 PM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: i ish been thinkingz.
[10:18:08 PM] Rosie says: about what?
[10:19:11 PM] Rosie says: I saw that little pencil Icon moving in the corner of my screen. what's on your mind?
[10:19:21 PM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: i dunno
[10:19:26 PM] Rosie says: yes you do
[10:19:28 PM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: dont you think we live kinda far awayish?
[10:19:29 PM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: ;s
[10:19:35 PM] Rosie says: yes.
[10:19:40 PM] Rosie says: I hate it
[10:20:11 PM] Rosie says: what are you hinting at here/
[10:20:15 PM] Rosie says: ?
[10:20:18 PM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: I dunno
[10:20:19 PM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: ;
[10:20:21 PM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: ;/
[10:20:26 PM] Rosie says: yes. you do.
[10:21:19 PM] Rosie says: When you say things like that, it worries me. We're still okay, right?
[10:22:26 PM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: I dotn know
[10:22:26 PM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: ;s
[10:22:29 PM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: like
[10:22:35 PM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: its fien when we have the glorys and everything
[10:22:40 PM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: But likee now
[10:22:41 PM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: its like
[10:22:44 PM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: bleh ish
[10:23:00 PM] Rosie says: what do you mean bleh ish?
[10:23:21 PM] Rosie says: spill it.
[10:24:40 PM] Rosie says: You can't solve something by not saying what you feel.
[10:25:29 PM] Rosie says: ...Shawn?
[10:26:21 PM] Rosie says: Please say something.
[10:26:33 PM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: ;d
[10:26:35 PM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: ;s
[10:26:52 PM] Rosie says: I mean someting of substance.
[10:27:01 PM] Rosie says: What are you trying to tell me/
[10:27:03 PM] Rosie says: ?
[10:27:21 PM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: I dunno
[10:27:29 PM] |Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: imma go to bed.
[10:27:35 PM] Rosie says: No. wait.
[10:27:42 PM] Rosie says: Talk it out.
[10:27:50 PM] Rosie says: You have something to tell me
[10:29:25 PM] Rosie says: Please?






god. fuck. no. no no no no no no.
 
 
 
 
 
 
I hate my life. I have so much work due, but I'm just not motivated to do shit.


Had Monday off for MLK day. Went to the Block with Shawn. We saw The Unborn, which was alright, at best. This theater had non-stationary armrests, which was awesome. As it turns out, there is really not too much to do at the Block, so we spent two hours walking around/sitting on a bench and just talking. Was solicited by a stoned-looking Hare Krishna lady. The Block seemed to have some sort of disgusting scene-kid magnetism. Spent a good portion of our time together making fun of them. It's really nice to have someone that hates people almost as much as I do, and will not only put up with, but agree with my harsh unbridaled criticisms of douchey-ass myspace fucks. Talked about music, bass, jazz band and amps, school, fucked up families, terrible people having horrible crushes on us*.......just life, and shit.

Yesterday we did almost nothing at school but watch the inaguration. GObama!


Nothing else of merit has transpired over the course of these last few days.


*So yeah. Andrew, the creepy freshman that stares at me in guitar, has ceased all communication, and possibly finally realized that I have a damn boyfriend, that I'm not interested in creepy freshmen that stare at me in guitar, and that I think he's a dumbass.
 
 
 
 
 
 
[4:37:05 PM] Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LxYfMRtun5w
[4:37:07 PM] Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: that
[4:37:50 PM] Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: i like the bass :S
[4:41:01 PM] Rosie says: Hee hee. I liked it :P
[4:41:04 PM] Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: yuh
[4:41:06 PM] Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: xD
[4:41:10 PM] Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: epic song.
[4:41:12 PM] Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: epic lyrics
[4:41:30 PM] Rosie says: Yeah. That cake....it was a lie, though.
[4:41:37 PM] Shawn - White Vespa Bassist says: xD
[4:41:44 PM] Rosie says: I'm a huge nerd.


 Contrary to popular belief, I do have some sort of thing resembling a life kinda.

Today was the LONGEST DAMN PEP RALLY EVER. EVER. Three hours. It was relentless.
The past week's been a whole lot of nothing much. My life is currently revolving around when I get to see Shawn and/or late start wednesdays, and then reverting back into some sort of meaningless scholastic existance. I get the feeling that this is bad...but hey, I'm seeing Shawn on Monday (3 day weekend fuckyeah!) and we have a late start this coming week! Yay for life!

Found this late last night and celebrated. http://www.twilight-land.com/features_mysticknights.html I wound do terrible things to be able to see this performed live.

While walking past a Pat and Oscar's window, I glanced inside and saw a guy grinning IMMENSELY whilst applying dressing to a plate of greens. This guy was so fucking happy about his salad dressing. It made me giggle.


I'm done being sick, but I still have a horrible cough. Suck!
 
 
 
 
 
 
[10:59:39 AM] Rosie says: Omg! What the hell happened to you?! Are you ok??
[11:00:01 AM] Shawn says: Lawl
[11:00:01 AM] Shawn says: kay
[11:00:04 AM] Shawn says: when i got home
[11:00:08 AM] Shawn says: Devin was like
[11:00:11 AM] Shawn says: Lets go to huntington
[11:00:13 AM] Shawn says: so we did
[11:00:13 AM] Shawn says: And
[11:00:20 AM] Shawn says: he put like
[11:00:21 AM] Shawn says: UBER
[11:00:23 AM] Shawn says: wax n my board.
[11:00:24 AM] Shawn says: LOL
[11:00:29 AM] Shawn says: Just got like
[11:00:37 AM] Shawn says: 3 stiches on my eye brow
[11:00:41 AM] Shawn says: perrty lawlful.
[11:00:45 AM] Rosie says: !!!
[11:01:00 AM] Rosie says: How bad is it?
[11:01:24 AM] Shawn says: Not bad
[11:01:25 AM] Shawn says: xD
[11:01:28 AM] Shawn says: just like a cut.
[11:01:30 AM] Shawn says: Like
[11:01:34 AM] Shawn says: **
[11:01:39 AM] Shawn says: I lawled.
[11:01:56 AM] Rosie says: I have no words.
[11:02:10 AM] Rosie says: Glad you're okay, though.
[11:05:43 AM] Shawn says: i miss yew ;o
[11:05:53 AM] Rosie says: I miss you too!
[11:06:01 AM] Shawn says: ;o!
[11:06:29 AM] Rosie says: Do you have an awesome action-hero-style wound now?
[11:06:42 AM] Shawn says: kinda
[11:06:44 AM] Shawn says: xD
[11:06:54 AM] Rosie says: Hahaha
[11:07:11 AM] Rosie says: You should make up a really awesome story to tell everyone.
[11:07:39 AM] Shawn says: " The chaHuwawa Attacked me again "
[11:07:47 AM] Rosie says: Hahaha!
[11:08:00 AM] Rosie says: I was thinking more along the lines of epic battle, though.
[11:08:23 AM] Rosie says: Incorporate the 3 days of school you missed, too.
[11:08:54 AM] Shawn says: "i fought the Chuawawa to the death, it was either him or me, As he Snarled and Bit down into the flesh of my Upper Brow, i stabbed him in the heart with a Mailbox Flag"
[11:09:03 AM] Rosie says: Hahaha
[11:09:09 AM] Shawn says: that work?
[11:09:10 AM] Rosie says: *chihuahua
[11:09:14 AM] Shawn says: BWAH
[11:09:16 AM] Rosie says: It's good.
[11:09:20 AM] Shawn says: I dont want to know how the spell it
[11:09:20 AM] Shawn says: itsss
[11:09:21 AM] Shawn says: evill
[11:09:29 AM] Rosie says: but now you do.
[11:09:30 AM] Shawn says: CHUAWEAEAWAEAAAAAA
[11:09:39 AM] Rosie says: Nooooo! Chihuahua!
[11:10:05 AM] Shawn says: CHEEEWWWWWHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WA.
[11:10:14 AM] Rosie says: Okay.
[11:10:17 AM] Rosie says: it works.
[11:10:33 AM] Shawn says: ;p
[11:10:49 AM] Rosie says: I got stitches on my elbow once when I was a little kid.
[11:11:19 AM] Rosie says: I knocked a glass vase off of a refrigerator and it shattered.
[11:11:41 AM] Rosie says: I've got a pretty badass scar now. X]
[11:11:50 AM] Shawn says: xD



.......yeah. Mr. Fucking Genius Boy went surfing after we left the mall last night and cut his face open. NICE.
 
 
 
 
 
 
Weeelll, my day was awesome.

Went to the Mainplace with my Jesus Show friends. I arrived and met up with Serena, Jessica, and Krista and waited around for the rest of our par-tay to join us. Daniel and Mercedes showed up within the next hour-ish, and we proceeded to rampage through shops while waiting for Shawn. We went to Victoria's Secret and played with tester cosmetics, tried the most frightening massage chairs in Brookstone (it had arm clamps or something! It did not want to let me go!) along with those hilarious horse back riding simulator things. I touched a manniquin's naked butt in Wet Seal, and criticized bad fashion in Hot Taco. Among other things. Eventually, Shawn arrived (after, like, two and a half hours!), and Serena and I went to go collect him from JC Penney, but there was a lot of confusion and three floors worth of elevators, and he found everyone else before we found him. Blargh.

Hey, new paragraph. We then headed back over to the movies and saw Eagle Eye. While waiting to buy tickets, some creepy lady was getting all up in Daniel's face, which was hilarious. So, the movie sucked and was so far fetched and ridiculous. And the seats were comfortable and squishy, but had stationary arm rests which made anything more than holding hands with my boyfriend very difficult. Next time we do this, I don't care where we go, but I must be able to push up the armrests at my leisure! But nearly two hour's worth of pure unbridled hand holding is really not something I'm complaining about. Hahaha.

Afterwards we got some food and...ate it! Gasp! Shawn pulled the most genius prank ever; texted Daniel, who didn't have Shawn's number, something like "You have now been activated" right after we got out from the movie, and we were talking about what would happen if we were in that situation. Unfortionately, Shawn started laughing a little too hard at Daniel's reaction, and he figured out who it was. Lame.

Then we sat on a couch for a bit, before Serena and I decided to go into Claire's, where we were sidetracked by all the BFF! stuff. She, Jessica, and I (hooray for proper grammar!) bought BFF rings on a whim, and mine has already turned my finger green. I got the 'Forever' one, BTW.

Speaking of rings, I still have the one I stole from Shawn on Sunday. I was going to give it back tonight, but he was all like "No, it's okay. You keep it." and I was all "OMG I love you." or something. Speaking of rings and Shawn, he told me what my very late and still unfinished christmas present is. He's making me a ring! How cute is that?! And he's been sick so he hasn't had time to finish it in shop class, so now I have an excuse to see him again! Hopefully next week at a movie theater with movable arm rests.

Everyone left, and I wandered around until my dad picked me up. I had to pick up a book at Barnes, and we went to the Coffee Bean where I saw Kyle from Stagedoor (I'm going on Monday!). Then I saw Ben and Becca ane Becca's boyfriend outside. Then my dad almost ran over some douchebags from my English class. If I was driving, they would have been dead, and splattered on the pavement. I fucking hate everyone in that class SO much! Or at least most people, anyway.


Earlier this week i got my PSAT scores back. I got a motherfucking 191!!! And scored in the 99 percentile for writing skills! I only know of 3 people who got higher scores than me! I mean, I know there's others, but they don't matter to me because I WINNNNNN!

Yesderday sucked. I had a quiz in math that i was unaware of, a test in chem that I should have studied for, an FRQ in AP when I haven't even read the chapter yet, and a discussion about Chronicle of a Death Foretold chapter 2 in english and I didn't even have the damn book yet! Picked it up tonight. Somehow I survived all of this, though I'm not sure how.

But yeah. My life is really pretty awesome right now. I totally love my boyfriend. <33
 
 
 
 
 
 
Oh wow. I haven't updated this in a whileeeee.

Erm, well, the show closed. Sunday the 4th. All was well and stuff. We went to Hof's Hut afterwards are had a generally loud and fun party time. I am seeing my friends this weekend, and am excited!

Le boyfriend situation is all fine and dandy. The night before the show closed was a rather good one. Or maybe it was the night before that. Anyway, Shawn did curtain call for a couple shows, and by some magical providence or whatever, people actually left us alone for once, which was nice. Closing night sucked a little. Justen came back. I hate him he is such a douchebagassholejerkcuntface. Anyway, spent the last dinner sitting on Shawn's lap just hanging out with everyone. If life had TiVo capabilities, that would be one of the moments I'd replay over and over. Everything just feels so right, right now.
I stole Shawn's ring the other night, and I'm wearing it on a necklace, now. I really rather like it, and will be sad to give it back to him on Saturday. Graaarghhh, I am so in love with this boy. I miss him already, and I just saw him 4 days ago, and have been IMing him everyday. Whatever. I just don't want anything to ever change. :\

School sort of sucks, just because it's school, and therefore sucks. I've been a bit sick, recently. Bleh.

Oh yeah, I was on MTV on New Year's with Hannah Montana. Varsity band is a cool thing. That was a lot of fun.
 
 
 
 
 
 
Today was fantastic.

Shawn and I decided that it would be a nice thing to do to hook up Mercedes and Daniel. I stole her phone, and we sent him a text asking him out, to which he replied yes. Lolololol. Then his face turned bright red, and we were lauging from the other side of the room. Apparantly, though, he knew it was from us, and was just saying that, or something. I don't know what's actually going on, but EVERYONE was getting on their cases about it.

Pete almost killed me today. He was a little too in character, and almost knocked Meta and I off the balcony. It was frightening!

Shawn is awesomeeeeeee. He was all cuddley and adorable-like today. I love him. I won't see him for two days, now. Shit, I'm already upset about that. We only have like, twoo weeks left of this, and then months of nothing! Booo! I must see him. I miss him now. I wish he lived closer! I am obviously becoming too clingy! I don't care though. Sooo cliche. But whatever. He makes me feel so special~*~*~*~.

Wow, that was bipolar. Anyway, I made Shawn a Christmas present today.



Embroidered guitar strap! Because my boyfriend is a total rockstar.


Blurry! ONOEZ!

Modeled by my Peavey Millennium 5 string. So sexy it had to be blurry.




He loved it.
 
 
 
 
 
 
Holy shit. Time goes by fast!

So like the past 11 days......

Disneyland: Went on Splash Mountain at night in 50-ish degree weather. Froze to death. Bought mini-lightsabers, had epic battles throughout the night. Oh, and the parade was good too.

Whittier: sucked.

School: sucked as as well. But I'm on break now so everything's okay. I didn't read my AP book for two weeks, but somehow managed to keep up. Yay for me.

Glories: Largely uneventful. Wendy's disappeared. YAY! So has Brian. BOO! Some more stuff's happened, but whatever. This show is very repetative.

Boyfriend: wonderful. I am so fucking happy. It was his birthday a week ago. OMG!x I met him when his was fifteen! What happened? Hahaha. He loved my present, which was pretty much a bag full of nerdery; Best Buy gift card, aforementioned mini-lightsaber, frendship bracelet. I need to finish (start) his nondenominational winter holiday present soon!

He did curtain call for a few days because his athsma was angry, but is now back to doing banner. Boo. Am I so terrible to hope that it flares up again so I get him back for another half hour? I hope not. But whatever. He was in 110 during large entorage preset time thing, and we engaged in an epic battle to the death because he messed up my hair. But I got him back later hahahahahahahahaha.

And then the other day when it was raining and I could see my breath indoors, so we were stiting on the steps cuddling, and I stole all of his warmth because I am sneaky like that. He is a warm boy, which is a nice thing to have, especially when it's snowing just a few miles away. He is also a very hot boy, which is a nice thing to have any time of year ever.

But seriously, this is the happiest I've been in yeaaaaaaaars! He is so cute. And I could go on talking about him like this for days, but that would be stupid! :D

But I am so excited to see him tomorrow again! And I'm NOT looking foward to when the show ends. I'm spoiled; I get to see him almost every night for over almost two months. And then almost never once the show ends. RARGH! I don't ever want this to end. :(


Happythoughtshappythoughtshappythoughts. I've got a boyfriend hahaha and he's cute. <33333333333
 
 
 
 
 
 


I AM IN SUCH A GREAT MOOD RIGHT NOW!!!


So Children's Day, yeah. Got to skip school. There were only 20-something people in the cast. Shawn was in an amazingly good mood today, was was being generally adorable.

Michael shaved his head, was disowned by Shawn, is now Robert v2.0. He was also a Herod wife today. HOLYSHITAMAZING. There is so much cross-dressing in this show. It's awesome.

Robert was asked out by Melissa the other day. HOLYSHITAMAZING. Said he wants to "take care of her for the rest of her life" and called her "my little love-thing". A+ to Shawn for reading his sister's text messages. And EVERYONE knows about this. Like, Robert told Linda Lane who told my mom who told me, who told Shawn, who confirmed this with his sister, who messaged Patty (wtf? she's still alive?) that she asked out Robert, and then Patty told Mercedes, who LOLed over all if it with me this morning. Oh my god, they are perfect for each other. If you put them together, you might get a fully functional person.

Went to the Block between shows. Saw the Punisher. Went to Wet Seal, tried on clothes, am getting said clothes as presents. nice job of hiding stuff, mom.

At the nighttime show things went mostly normal. We were a bit too loud before the Herod Scene, but Shawn was trying to mess up my hair, and I had to defend myself! It's ridiculous how violent we are, and how we went from arm-grabbing, kneeing and elbowing to hand holding. I got him good as he was hanging up his costume, though. I WIN.

Going to Disneyland tomorrow. Whittier on Saturday. Three shows on Saturday. Shawn's birthday on Saturday. If Shawn doesn't show up to Glories that day, I'm not going. Seeing him for 6+ hours straight is the only incentive that would get me to do three shows after a marching band competition. But he wants to stay home because it's his birfday~~ and he just wants to sit around and play Star Wars video games on PS3 all day. I do not blame him. I am going to attempt to buy him a present from Disney. Sucks that his birthday's so close to christmas. I'll get him something Starwarsnerdy.

Mr. Goldenberg is a huge douchebag who truely does not care about the educational well being of his students. Oh shit, I forgot to read this week's chapter. Fuck.


Whatever. Disneyland!!!

 
 
 
 
 
 
My life's been rather wonderful, lately.


Everything seems to have mellowed out, and stuff. Certain people I hate haven't shown up in awhile. It's pretty cool.

My only complaint is that Shawn and I must be so fucking cool as to attract followers. Seriously, I have my little personal 'assistant' slave that follows me around everyday, and in the other cast, there's Shawn's whole little clone army, who, when not following him around, are usually tagging along with me. AND IT'S GETTING SORTA REALLY OBNOXIOUS.
Michael is my favorite. I overheard him the other day asking his mom if he could get a chain for his shoe. Aww, so cute.

Shawn and I share a mysterious psychic connection, in that he has, since posting my last few lament-y entries, turned up the aforementioned boyfriend rays, like, alot. And he totally stole my outfit today. Bitch.

We must have looked pretty out-of-place, today....two kids with strange hair in jeans and leather jackets stalking around a church cemetary talking about why evolution is cool, and how to kill christian vampires. You would stab them with a satanic cross, y/y?

He holds doors open for me. I don't think any other teenage boy in the WORLD is capable of doing that. I love it.





But I totally hate that stupid 'Check Yes Juliet' song. Urgh so annoying!!!
 
 
 
 
 
 

Tonight was pretty awesome.

Brian, Weaksauce, Zavey, and I formed some kind of shoulder-armrest amoeba or something, and walked around like that a bit. Pure unbridled silliness. Must have gotten some pretty weird looks from the audience.

So then, like we did stuff, and like some things happened and stuff. We've all been making fun of Mercedes and Daniel/Mercedes and Robert, and it sort of culminated tonight when Shawn called Daniel from Justen's phone, and left a very explicit voicemail pretending to be Mercedes. It was amazing. Then a few minutes later, Daniel called Justen back and was all like "WTF, that wasn't really her" so then Justen put the phome on speaker, and he, Shawn, me, Zavey, and Chase all yelled that it was really her, drowning out Mercedes' lone voice in the background yelling "Nooo! That wasn't meeee! That was Shawn!!! Not meeee!!!" and it was all pretty amazing.
Then some more prank calls happened, the best of which was Shawn leaving a voicemail for Patty saying that he was sorry for calling her a bitch and a slut and if she wanted to go out with him sometime?.....followed by a few seconds of silence, and then all of us erupting into cruel, mean spirited laughter. She texted him back all sarcastic-like and stuff, but she probably saved the thing and replayed it fifty times already, tonight. Hahaha, I hate her so much.




You know what? I actually semi take back what I said last night about Shawn turning up the BF rays alot. Turning up the BFF rays is just as good. <333

Cutest thing ever: "Nah, man. My heart belongs to Rosie." I don't even remember what this was in reply to, but I don't care because Shawn is fucking adorable then end.

And OMG, Mercedes finally noticed our necklaces TONIGHT! You could see the lightbulb appear over her head.
HEY WORLD, I'VE GOT A LOCK ON MY NECKLACE, AND SHAWN'S GOT THE KEYS TO IT ON A MATCHING ONE. I GAVE IT TO HIM ALMOST A YEAR AGO, AND WE'VE WORN THEM PRETTY MUCH EVERYDAY SINCE, BUT STILL PEOPLE FAIL TO NOTICE. WTF? GET WITH IT, WORLD.x




Oh and Justen is still the world's biggest lying asshole and I hate him soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.
 
 
 
 
 
 


It seems like forever has past since my last entry.


I still hate Wendy. At least now most everyone knows Shawn and I are together. But now I seriously believe she's been flirting with Justen. FAIL.x
Anyway, on the first preview night, she decided to jack my part which was so completly uncool. I was begging Serena to push her off the platform for me. So I get stuck in the finale scene, which sucks because I was stuck with a GIGANTIC costume, and wardrobe wouldn't do anything about it but give me another belt. I mean, I've seen Shawn wear that thing, and it's okay because he's like a million feet tall, but I'm only 5'4! It was like wearing a tent! And I had to carry a heavy thingy. Spent most of the scene talking probably too loudly to that asian girl from Grove (Cindy? Sydney? Sandy? Something...) and stuff.

Oh, so Wendy is such a bitch and annoying, and she should just go combust because she bugs the crap out of me.

Then there's all this fun drammerz! going on, mostly continuations of last year's fun. Justen is still not over Stefani. Sad. Robert keeps asking Mercedes out, because the guy won't take no for an answer, or something. Anyway, she's going to prom with him, lulz. Sad.

Then in the OTHER cast, I totally love the three miniShawn clones. I get along really well with twelve year old boys because I am one on the inside. Haha, penis.

And Brian has come full circle, and quit his job as a human lightbulb (For MONEY!!!!!) and rejoined the cast. What the fuck happened there? It's like an entire year was deleted in the history of the world. I am so confused. Why would he do that? And we're actually, like, friends again, which is really cool, but incredibly puzzling. Like, why? Why did he do that? I am caught in some sort of time warp.


I hate Justen really a lot for our 'conversation' tuesday night. I hate him because he was so obviously wrong, and said a lot of contridictory shit and stuff, but I really hate him because he was sorta right about some stuff, and I can't stop thinking about what he said and ARGH! Head explosions!
But seriously, now he's got me all worried. AND I WANT TO FUCKING SHOOT HIM LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLLLLLLLL!!!



Hey, confession!: Shawn is cute, but I wish he acted at least a tiny bit like any other teenage boy, in that....well, it wouldn't hurt him to turn up the boyfriend rays a bit, you know?


Okay, more than a bit.




But we're still cool and stuff. Yeah.

 
 
 
 
 
 


Guess who hung out with Brian tonight? Oh hey, it was me! They had too many human lightbulbs, so they sent him down to do stuff in the cast. AND I DON'T THINK HE HATES ME ANYMORE! YAAAAY THAT ONLY TOOK A YEAR. Like seriously, we carried on a normal (?) conversation, he didn't attempt to ditch me at all, we journey scene'd together, and he brought down my banner for me. And still talked to me later on in the night. This is cool! He quit marching band, though, so I don't think I'm ever allowed to talk to him again, the fucking deserter. Blah blah blah college band whatever. He's not even in college yet!

Anyway, it's nice to know that friends don't totally hate you anymore.


 

Speaking of total hate.....Wendy. Get the hell away from my fucking boyfriend, bitch. She shows up out of fucking nowhere (like, she hadn't shown up the whole run) before Herod scene yesterday and is trying to steal Shawn's phone or something, and I'm like "Fuck no, bitch. That's my thing. Go away. You do not belong here." and stuff. I've turned into one of those horrible bitchy clingy girls and shit, but i don't fucking care because she is obnoxious! I mean, she waited for our scene to be over, followed us down the stairs, into the prop room, out of hte prop room, and outside, where I was all like "Bitch, get the hell away, the following exchange had nothing to do with you in to least go away now," or at least that's what i was thinking. And then she shows up today and is doing the same thing! And barging in on my conversations with the Brian! Shit, LEAVE ME ALONE, KTHX. And her brother can fuck off too. I don't like him much at all.

Blahrgh.

 
 
 
 
 
 




L to R: X-man (my personal homeboy), Chase (needs a nickname), Shawn version 2.0, Shawn version 1.0
 

 

This is the fucking funniest thing ever. THEY ARE ALL MINIATURE SHAWNS!x
He's trying to create a little clone army of himself, but I called dibs on the red one. Who is a 10-year old kid that curses in church and has total tai kwan do ninja skills.

Needless to say, tonight was really fucking fun. Herod scene: Me, Sarina (I think that's her name? The one with the hat I kept stealing), Mercedes, Shawn, X, and 2.0. It was awesome, and we took nothing seriously.

LOOK AT HOW FUCKING HOT MY BOYFRIEND IS. LOOK.

 
 
 
 
 
 

Lolololol, I have bipolar updates.


Me: Do you want your glasses back?
Him: Yeah,
Me: Serious question: Are we still together?
Him (without hesitation): Yeah
Rosie gives sunglasses back to Shawn
Me: You weren't just saying that to get your glasses back, right?
Him (without hesitation): No  (Smiles)
Me: (smiles)



Life is pretty awesome.

Another one of my many social defects: I enjoy pissing people off for fun. I have what seems to be a minor case of Kleptomania, in that I love taking people's stuff. I mean, I give it back eventually (most of the time), but I love jacking other people's stuff. Shawn's been the butt of my jokes a lot, recently.




I need to work on my fucking social skills.
 
 
 
 
 
 

Tonight sort of sucked. Shawn was...alfnhasdglkjasldkjglaskdjglkjdkgjdfhakljds. He is the king of mixed signals. It sometimes feels like he doesn't like me as much as he lets on. It's depressing. I'm hoping it's because Justen was here tonight, and he was doing some sort of 'manly fuck this' sort of boy-thing, or something. And it's not like I can get him alone to talk or anything. Fuckkkkk this.

But he's hot. Really. Honestly, if he wasn't so adorable I'd be really mad at him. Instead, I'm just sort of depressed that it seems as if he doesn't care about me. Why can't he be like other boys, who'd rather hang out with a girl that really really likes them, instead of their friends. I mean, we're sitting there holding hands during orientation, and he's on his phone the whole time. He barely said anything to me. And the wholle fucking reason we were holding hands was because I grabbed him so he wouldn't leave. Seriously. I mean, god, I'm sitting there right next to him, and he just wants to get up and leave. It's like he doesn't want to spent any time with me. I am jealous of every other girl who has a boyfriend that is constant.

Seriously, fuck my life. And the worst part is, I can't wait for tomorrow to see him again. Argh!






I am going to go in tomorrow, and lie to everyone. Make up some BS story about what happened this weekend. Throw in some majorly enhanced sweetness on his part, because why the fuck would I bother telling anybody the truth?
 
 
 
 
 
 
I love Gwen Stefani, and there's nothing anybody can do about it.


Today I went to the Mainplace to get my hair done. And it looks so cute. Afterwards, I wandered around the mall a bit looking at stuff I could never afford. I bought some cheapo rings from Claire's.

Tonight started GOC rehearsal. I sat in the basement awhile doing AP homework, before I decided that it was impossible to concentrate, and went upstairs, where Shawn had most conveniently just arrived. First thought upon seeing him: OMGheishot. Fucking hell. It doesn't really hurt that he's the only remotely attractive boy there, besides maybe Brian.

Brian and his stupid paycheck.....I felt like such a creeper watching him set up spotlights in the balcony from the stage. He actually talked to me for a few minutes towards the end, so I'm hoping he doesn't hate me as much now. But whatever, I've always liked him. He is so awkward. Heehee.

Anyway, Shawn is absolutely adorable. :] <33333

Mercedes showed up AFTER rehearsal, yet again. She's in both casts, as is Shawn and I. Yaaayy awesome Herod scene! We're switching off parts as scribe and herod wife every other night. But I get to be Herod wife whenever Pete is playing Herod. It's a sweet deal.

Tomorrow looks like it will be the sucky cast, with Justen and the Teen Genius Squad, and such. But it doesn't matter because I get ot spend time with Shawn some more. Ohhhh, I missed hanging out with him. It's like the past million months never happened, and we're cool with everything. Life is pretty awesome.

The Horrors make dull rehearsal time exponentially more interesting. Oh, I got my phone back from phone surgery. It's got a pretty nasty battle wound, but is otherwise okay. Woohoo.

The cathedral is im some massive debt with added DRAMMERZZZ!!!, so they're making alot of cuts this year. They're talking about cutting Easter down to one show a night, which is totally lame because Easter is infinately more fun.

I should keep a running count on how many Life Of Brian jokes I can fit into one rehearsal. Brian Parabola counts for like a billion.
 
 
 
 
 
 
I hated myself so much in middle school. Thinking back, I still do. I absolutely hate who I was then, and wish I could erase those years, and that image of me from the minds of every person I came in contact with, including myself.


I'm seeing Shawn today, as it would seem, and I am so fucking nervous. I don't even know why. No, yes I do. I haven't seen the guy for seven months and eighteen days. So much happened in what now seems like such a small amount of time. I am just so fucking scared that things won't work out the way I've been picturing them in my head everyday for months. I hate my life.


I broke my phone the other week. I lied to a bunch of people about how it happened, including my parents so they'd pay for the repair. Told them that it fell out of my uniform jacket while changing after a game and someone stepped on it, when in reality, I'd taken off my jacket, and sat on it with my phone in the pocket. I make so much shit up, it's ridiculous. I lie to initiate conversation. I make stuff up for fun. Lame, I know. It's one of those terrible repercussions from the aforementioned shitty years.

We went to the La Palma Days band review yesterday, and didn't do too hot. It was absolutely miserable. The football game the previous game, though, was pretty great, despite our not getting to do the more fun half of our field show because the senior presentations ran too long. It was Nolan's birthday, and I didn't let him forget it at all. Birthday bombardment, yay! I like to piss people off for fun!
Anyway, we were talking about what's gonna happen next year and came up with this: he's in charge of music, intonation, and other important stuff, and I yell at people. And choreograph! Hahaha.
Confession: I still haven't completly memorized the march, and learned part of it by ear, because I'm lazy. I hope no one in band happens to find this on some off chance. :)

Honestly, it would be really embarassing if anyone I knew was reading this with out me knowing. I still don't know if Chenielle is reading this anymore, so I can't even say mean things about her behind her back. (Footnote: Chenielle, if you do happen to read this, I might be kidding. ;) )

Heard a lot about people not liking Beckman because it is drug-ridden. I think that's funny. I barely socialize with anyone not in band/honours classes, and I have no problems with this at all. I don't fucking care if people are doing drugs, but me and my friends aren't. Go us!

Almost all of my friends are in marching band.

I'm getting a haircut possibly....today, actually. Getting rid of the chelsea I've had for a little than less than two years, now, for something more versitile, and less disjointed.

I love the sound of trombones and tenor saxophones in non-band music.

Mr. Goldenberg is kind of a dick. I swear, he likes seeing us fail. I was up waaaaaaaaay too late working on that damn amusement park project the other night, because he gave us less than twenty minutes to work on it in class, and apparantly doesn't realize that some of us have fucking band concerts/volleyball games/other obligations, and that is really probably wouldn't have hurt to give us the damn FOUR DAY WEEKEND to work on that shit.

I'm listening to "Open Eyes" by Oing Boing right now. I swear, I must sing the workd in my head EVERY time we play the trio in Ancient and Honorable. I mean, when we march that song, what do people think? They've got to be thinking something along the lines of "Why the fuck are they playing Auld Lang Syne in the middle of fall?" or something. It's kind of silly.

I have yet to hear a marching band playing "The Liberty Bell", but when I do, I will laugh my fucking ass off.

Last night I got more sleep than the past two nights combined. I am going to go to sleep soon, and I dont want to fucking wake up until 6 PM tomorrow.


End.
 
 
 
 
 
 

What do you prefer??
 
Banana or Apple?  Apple
 
Truck or a Compact?  Compact
 
Gel or Mousse? Neither
 
Straight or Curly hair? Straight
 
Converse or Vans?  Yes
 
MP3 or CD player?  My phone (in a current state of disrepair. :(( )
 
Math or English? English
 
Surveys or Chain letters? What the hell do you think?
 
England or Vietnam? England
 
Skates or Bike? Scooter?
 
Toyota or Ford? Toyota.
 
Spaghetti or Lasagna? Lasagna. Specifically jesus-show lasagna.
 
Credit or Debit? Credit
 
Paper or Plastic? Plasti
 
Pink Lemonade or Coke? Lemonade and coke. Amazing.
 
Tortilla de Maiz or Harina? Corn tortilla or what?
 
Ice or no Ice? Ice
 
Univision or Telemundo? TELEMUNDOOOOO!!!
 
Classical music or reggae? Classical
 
Yes or No? Maybe
 
Hellos or GoodByes? Hellogoodbye!
 
Sinaloa or Chiapas? I do whatnow?
 
Chivas or Aguilas?  No hawblah espanyole. 

Twins or single baby? I like my babies single, if you know what I mean...
 
Mom or Dad? Either/or
 
Night or Day? Evening
 
Driving or being Copilot? Holyshitnotdriving.
 
Hummer or Jeep? Neither


1. What is your occupation? Summer camp counsler, ~*~*semi-professional actress*~*~
2. What color are your socks right now?  Nonexistant 
3. What are you listening to right now?  Neighborkid screaming or laughing. Don't know.
4. What was the last thing that you ate? Bagel 
5. Can you drive a stick shift? Hells no
6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Bright pink
7. Last person you spoke to on the phone? My mom
8. Are you eating anything right now? I'm breaking in a clarinet reed. :D
9. How old are you today? 819754891749587934285798127345098748957-ish 
10. Favorite drink?   lemonade/tea/ yellow vitaminwater
12. Have you ever dyed your hair?  Yeah, just the other day
13. Pets? No
14. Favorite food? Sushi, baked goods, Chipotle
15. Last movie you saw:  Either The Breakfast Club, or Fast Times At Rigemont High. I like 80's teen movies.
16. Favorite day of the year? Whenever
17. What do you do to vent anger?  Complain loudly.
18. What was your favorite toy as a child?  ??? Dolls, possibly.
19. What is your favorite season? Winter
20. Hugs or Kisses? Hugs
21. Cherries or Blueberries? Both
22. Favorite sport? Marching band is better than any other sport ever.
23. Favorite time of day? Evening
24. Favorite subject at school: English/band
26. When was the last time you cried? Can't remember. I am hardcoreXXXtuff.
27. What is on the floor of your bedroom? better question: What isn't?
28. Who is the friend you have had the longest? Natalie. I've known her for eleven years now. HOLYSHIT!
29. Who is the friend you have had the shortest? Dunno.
30.Favorite smells? Vanilla, fresh baked cookies, coconuts
31. Who inspires you? Everything
33. Plain, cheese or spicy hamburgers?  Cheese
34. Favorite car? I wish that I had a sexy vintage car.
35. Favorite cat breed? I LIKE KITTIES.
36. Number of keys on your key ring?  Two
37. How many years at your current job?  Three-ish for jesus-show, two for summer camp.
38. Favorite day of the week?  saturday
39. How many states have you lived in?  Two-New York, California
40. Do you think you're funny? People seem to think so.

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