Thesis: OH MY FUCKING GOD, MY LIFE IS WONDERFUL.

Sheer amazingness. Today was one of the best days ever.


Anything I try to type is coming out very stupid. Basically, tonight consisted of alot of hugging, me trying to convince Justen not to ask out Steffani (poor girl, she had a 2 page e-mail from him when she got home), orange-flavoured ham (?), sharing fruity candies, and then the show was over. Shawn did not go to the shrimp party, so before he left, there were more hugs, the exchanging of small metal objects, phone numbers, and he is going to call me and we are going to (tentatively) do something this weekend. YEAH, UH-HUH.

The cast party afterwards was nice, if you like boring seafood resteraunts filled with drunk people and gossip from jealous girls. I spent the whole time sitting with Mercedes, Patti, and Meta, whilst being rained on and eating ice cream cake. It was loud and I couldn't hear anyone talk and it was boring. BLARGHHHHH.

The show itself was nice, but it feels great to stop celebrating Christmas. They've already started casting for Easter. I'm so pumped. I'm gonna be one of the dead girl's moms, the south stoner (as in a person who throws rocks at whores.), possibly a denial lady, and an understudy for Pilate's wife. To me, any part is cool, as long as Thrice have a song about it. No, seriously. The Weight of Glory is TOTALLY about me. Like Moths To Flame? Yep, I'm in a part of that. Dorkdorkdork.

God, I am so excited for Easter. 50 days until rehearsal starts. Nicer costumes, no entorages, no singing christmas carols, lots of onstage violence and drama, and a 20 minute market scene with no Romans, so guess who I'll be hanging at the fabric tent with...
Serious fun.



I could write an entire essay on what a great person Shawn is, but that's really what I've been trying to avoid. He said I looked nice in my Herod Wife costume. No one looks nice in the Herod Wife costume. My self esteem pretty much exploded.
I found him on myspace lololol.



Jack Off Jill, Stolen Babies, and Descendents are my favorite bands right now. Fear of Dying by JOJ is my song. Good Good Things by Descendents is totally and completely applicable to my life, and it's a sweet song.





No, seriously, I am not going back to school. You can't make me. I will not.

Let's have a dance party.