What. I don't know. I really do not know.





People are acting weird. Everyone should just all go to sleep. Today, we realized that there was play-dough for the little kids, so we stole some and crucified our own little play-dough Jesus. I gave some to Shawn as an inside joke. He still will not let that thing go. He is still "pacing himself" and it is very annoying. I've been sitting with him during the market scenes. His shoulder is comfortable.
Today, it was cold out. Sad. I was wearing five layers and was still chilly.
Brian is slowly becoming more social, after the terrible low I might have had something to do with a few months ago. He didn't realize that I'm Salome, even though it's his light's on me the entire scene. I can never see when I some off stage because of it.
We had an amazing standing ovation tonight. I was so fucking excited. It's the best feeling in the world, having TWO THOUSAND people stannding and applauding for you. I love this.
Stefani has got to be one of the strangest people I've ever met.
I think I actually sorta love the song 'Arise' that's played right before the big boom! and lasers and fireworks and stuff. The harmonies are so pretty. I wouldn't mind having a recording of it.
I like jellybeans. People like me because I have jellybeans. My stomach does not like it that I've eaten a full cup of jellybean everyday for a few days, now.
Also, my stomach did not like all the junk food Taylor and I consumed whilst "ushering" for Festival, yesterday. That was fun. I got to be mean to jerky middle-schoolers, eat candy, and created a drumset out of forks, chopsticks, and empty bottles.

I believe that is all

Today was craaaazy. Or at least I was.

During band was when it got bad. I have had less than enough sleep recently, and have pretty much lost all sanity. And I have the attention span of a tuna sandwich. Anyway, we had to set up for a concert we're not playing. Then I rode back to the band room on a chair cart. then we had the rest of the period to ourselves, so the bass section went into one of the studios to practice, which consisted mainly of me yelling at amplifiers, threatening people with cables, and generally being angry. Then Matt came in and was all YOURE DOIN IT RONG and I'm all NO IM NOT!!1!111!!!, which went on for a nice few minutes before I threatened to hurt him with my bass, threw open the door and yelled SHUT UP AND GET THE HELL OUT OF MY ROOM!!!! Then it got all silent outside, and I did that stabby-punchy arm motion that I realized I always do when I'm angry. I hate that boy sooooooo much.

Theater was fun today. We're in the process of casting and scripting the new show. Then we danced the Time Warp.

At Jesus, I was still angry. Stuff happened, I missed a cue that wasn't my fault, the whole stoning sequence got reblocked and it is RETARDED, and I hung in the back during the end, avoiding stuff. Shawn took a picture of the back of my head and set it as his phone's wallpaper. I took a picture of the back of his head, and set it as my phone's wallpaper. We have a theme going on, here. And I realized that I have not ever taken a picture of this boy. Just his hair. Every. Single. One.
People are picking up on the necklaces. It's annoying. Dumb questions, too. Like, "Why does Shawn have keys, and you have a lock around your necks?" UM.
Seriously, though, what are they expecting?

This week was...interesting.

Wednesday was disneyland. The highlight of the day was buying a tiny raygun keychain. Oh yeah, and the parade.

All week in school I did nothing. Friday I ate cake.

Jesus show:

The days are blending together. I don't know. I've started doing scribe. I get a line, get to skip the journey to get my hair done, and I do it better than Mercedes. It's nice, except tonight my throat was super dry, and my voice sounded weirder. Whatever. Most people said it sounds like I'm a boy trying to sound like a girl, instead of the other was around. I don't look like much of a boy either, but no one really looks that close.

Last night, Meta brought presents for a bunch of people (I got some nice blue and purple eyeshadow), and I spent the night chasing after Shawn with Mercedes's's's newly aquired hairclips. Then I played hairstylist with a few other people. Whee.

Tonight was nice. It was the red cast, so that means there were no annoying people there. Shawn was Herod banner, and almost made me fuck up my lines by looking at me funny. >:C
OH YEAH AND BRIAN REMATERIALIZED. 
I was walking down the ramp for curtain call, and I look to the left, and see Nick The Devotions Guy and a stupid boy wearing a suit waving at me, and I'm all like WUT.

Brian, Shawn, and I took some silly pictures after the show. I need a copy now.

FYI, Reader, the next few month's worth of entries will probably be exclusively about the Heysoos show, because it eats my free time like a fat kid eats cake. Sorry. D:

Today was less boring. I have secured GOOD parts in both casts now. In this one, I get to hide behind a pole for the first few scenes, which is nice, because there is nothing I hate more than have to act happy about something I don't give a shit about, whilst trying to appear happy, whilst not making any noise. And Stage Right is almost exclusively made up of air-headed, irresponisble middle schoolers and their jesus loving parents. D:

Shawn is also doing both casts, because he, too, has no life. Brian has to come every night to shine lights on stuff. I didn't get talk to him today, because by the time we left he was still illuminating fake rocks, but it appears he is getting bored fast. He spent about 1/2 of rehearsal today shining lights in people's faces, just to bother them. He got me when I was running upstage, and I almost tripped and fell down the stairs. Oh, and he totally sucks, when it comes to shining light on what he's supposed to. Few (many) things piss me off as much as a shakey spotlight. D:

School is subpar. Math I can't remember. Ancient Civ. was boring. I had to draw a baby, but it looked like a peanut. In stagecraft, we walked around the theatre and did some other stuff. I dunno, it was boring. Jonathan kept telling me about some nightmare he had involving a demonic spider-pig (sing, and I'll fucking kill you.), and how said cursed bacon would make for a good video game plot. In bio, we're watching 'Super-Size Me', and it made me hungry. How fucked up is that? Nothing happened in English. I have a band concert tomorrow night, and a football game the night after. Last game though. :D

Late start tomorrow. I am elated. :D

Title:	Wow, life still sucks!
Tag, you're it.:	jesus show, no justice!!!
Date:	2007-11-05 @ 21:02
Security:	public
Sounds like:	Under Saturn's Shadow - Tiger Army
Emotional emotions:	angry

Imagine that!

Today was the first night of rehersals for the jesus show. Oh yeah, that's why I hate christmas. Shawn has re-materialised, and is, in fact, not in Wisconson like everyone though he was. Which is nice, because now I hae someone new to sit on the end of the stage and complain with. 

I FUCKING HATE BRIAN. HE'S WORKING SPOTLIGHTS. AND HE GETS PAID. FOR SHINING A LIGHT ON STUFF. WHILE I'M WORKING MY BUTT OFF TO TEACH PEOPLE THEIR PARTS. AND FILLING IN FOR SAID PARTS. AND PRESETTING MUCHO PROPS. AND DOING OTHER VAGUELY RESPONSIBLE STUFF. THERE IS CLEARLY NO JUSTICE HERE. NO JUSTICE.

That really made my day into one of epic suckage. I saw his name on the sign-in sheet, and was all worried that he wasn't gonna make it, until I look up in the balcony and see a tall skinny blonde boy with bad hair. Oh. OH. 
And then he was playing 'Mr. I-Hate-Everyone', and being his generally angry self, only towards me. I give him a week before he's back at the sign-in table complaining about how everything sucks.
I know of at least four other people who want to slap him for this. D:<

Meanwhile, we ran the 1st crowd scene. I was doing more stage-managing than the actual stage manager. NO JUSTICE.
I did, however, get not only my normal part wearing a silly hat,  but also the ONLY volunteer parts with a line. OH FUCK YEAH. I GET A LINE. I also got the goddamn spice rack,and that stupid jingly thing I had last year. I'm gonna try to get Shawn to switch to the stupid jingly thin Brian had last year, because they stuck him with something of epicly sucky preportions.

OH MY GOD, I HAVE TO GO DO THIS AGAIN TOMORROW. I FUCKING HATE CHRISTMAS.



NO JUSTICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!